xue ren

2007-07-20T10:24:00.000+08:00

there's just this heavy feeling in my heart.

I can feel that i wont succeed. Tell me what to do...

if only... if only...

2007-07-18T22:41:00.000+08:00

Its been a long time...

and its like , im finally pusuring my dream ! Like , finally i dare to do so !

But , could it be too late? I only pursue it after close to 1 year. Now , i only pray hard.. and hope its possible to have a happy ending =D

2007-07-01T02:58:00.000+08:00

Saw her today , i dint look at her or say hi lol.

I think if desmond yeap see this , he will (@&@(@*@ me. But... im scare T_T

2007-06-24T01:19:00.000+08:00

I miss you ... =(

though i know , no chance is left...

2007-06-22T22:25:00.000+08:00

My Mailbox's junk mail was never my main piority.

Now it is. Im hoping for something inside...

2007-06-22T02:13:00.000+08:00

This is my 431-th entry since i started my blog. I dint know i had so much entries.

Everything is just like math equation. You start with nothing , you dont expect something in the end.

" If you never try, you WILL fail.
If you try, you MAY NOT fail. "

I tried , i think i failed. Maybe its time to wake up , and stop dreaming.

I read and saw what thing Huang Yi Da misses in S'pore the most. That's his ex-gf. Or should i say his first love. It's so rare to see such things already , considering him as an singer. I listen to his songs , i can feel what he's saying.

I think the "adventure" ends here.... my 431-th entry , another chapter closed....

2007-06-22T00:07:00.000+08:00

Not feeling good now. Emotionally i mean.

Dunno why also..

2007-06-20T00:25:00.000+08:00

I did something special , which i never had the guts to do so !!!!

But i guess , that the furthest i can go , she like someone already =(

I need someone to talk to..... =(

2007-06-19T01:23:00.000+08:00

Just logging in and checking my can i rmb my pw. Find no particular reason to blog. Life has been the same cycle for me. Nth very interesting goin on.

The time now is 1.24AM. On a lonely and boring night like this... im coughing away..... wished that someone can shed some concerns for me.. apparently no one =( sigh....

Been coughing since last sat -.- zzzzz. Really is buay tahan , especially at night , cough like im gonna die like that. Think gonna see a doc later , cfm she will say slight bronchitis. Last time also like that...

Sigh , guess that's it. Coughing away ..... byeee ~ ! =D

2007-06-05T15:13:00.000+08:00

When i said i was okay already ... i was lying.

Bruised ego....... ppl succeed because they are determined to? Tell me how then..... Only when i proved myself again , then i will feel okay.

Thanks to those who talked to me. Thank you. I hope u all keep to urself. Thanks ya.

Im feeling moody , still. Sigh.

2007-06-05T01:13:00.000+08:00

When u have no 1 to talk to , and when u have no 1 who understand ur situation right now. U talk to blogger.

Im very very dissapointed now...

What am i doing during sparring just now. Simply 1 word , ugly.

How many times , i told u(blogger) i will work hard and improve. And how many times , i fail to do that. Cause im lazy.

FUCK LAZY !

I dont feel like talking to anyone right now , just wanna be alone and think through. I have not achieve anything in my life at all.

I just wanna focus , and just do ONE thing right. That's it.

I hate myself for being so humji and everything. Im a loser , cause i dont dare to know you. She like other guy le i think.

Thursday.... im gearing up to fight , i wanna find myself back again. FUCK LAZINESS , FUCK YOU.

2007-06-02T21:59:00.000+08:00

Double comfirm chop chop , she's still on my mind.

Went sch today for training , walked past gym.. dint saw any ppl and bball court was having some Weiqi tournament -.- So , its sian 1/2 le loh.

Did some wushu training with sayeng , den proceed to north canteen. And i saw her ! =DDD . Caught a slight glimpse of her back view , and knew was her. Hehs.

Then no mood to eat , stomachache in e morning. Cause ytd night 3am hungry and ate cold stuffs. Feeling unwell.

Woot , for the first time , i sit 1 row infront of her ! ^^ Of course as usual , i humji. Dint look at her much lol. =P But was happy already.

Not goin into details , ownself know jiu hao le.

Training as usual , dint do much today. Heng also , cause i was feeling weak since morning already. Yeah and monday frm 61.5kg , drop to jus now de 59.6kg ! YAY ! Not bad already , i aimming to drop down more.

Yeah that's it.

and , i miss you =(

2007-05-30T23:51:00.000+08:00

Today , dunno what's wrong with me...

I rant at my friends.

Im sorry that i shouted and scolded. Dunno why , but when i do that , i sense no fiery in me. Ego? Perhaps... Ego kills.. =S

Sorry guys.. =S

2007-05-27T17:23:00.000+08:00

Long time no post already.

Nowadays life been busy for me. But i am happy. But then again , the days which i return home early will be at tues , wed and sunday. The rest of e days im busy till night time =S

Night class and training take up most of my time. Booo. Ytd was first wushu training after sucha long break. Expected , im feeling tightness in my legs. After training , went to some hong kong cafe at thomson there to eat. Lc's recommendation lol. And i found out that my ATM card left like $16 ?!?!

Cant even withdraw money -.- So i can pay only $10 for the $8.88 meal i had. I mean , is suppose to be much more , cause there service charge etc etc too. Paiseh to make Norman pay for me =S , but thanks for that !

And today is Alby birthday ! ;) Happy Bdae dude !

Anw , BIG SORRY to DESMOND YEAP! Cause i forget to wish him happy bdae on friday lol. Had a tiring day cause of night class and training the next day. Just wished him not long ago. Sorry man , anw Happy Belated Bdae man ! =D

At training , the logistics , er department? Got more stuffs to do already. Its no longer just open cage and keep stuffs. Now i had more responsibility and such , like update the numbers of items etc etc. More work for me , this is a learning lesson for me ! hehs.

Lol and matthew came back to training , i manage to persuade him back ! Maybe is his own reason for coming back la =x But , welcome back ;)

I must train up more on fitness already lol. Why leh? Cause.....

Soon , coach will bring us to climb mt everest lol. Ok , its just bukit timah hill . I think is bukit timah lah =x i also nt sure lol.

Im struggling at studies ! Omg. I must study hard already. This sem at least aim GPA of 3.5 outta 4 !!!

Been MIA recently with my sec sch pals. Im really busy =S . Let's catch up soon okay ! =D

I saw her recently. Ytd saw her at sch and wed on bus. RAHHH. I am humji , when she turn her head , i look to the other side already =( . Dunno what will she think. Well , will she even care first? =S . But im at least happy i got to see her ! =DDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

I want to improve and be better !

2007-05-16T21:16:00.000+08:00

It sucks to not be the best.

I think only when u're the best , ppl look up at you. Only when u're strong , ppl respect u. Is that the case?

Somehow , im still someone with no big talents to be proud of. Reason simple , im lazy.

Great skills come with great amount of sacrifice , im lazy. Sigh. I cannot find anything to motivate me. Every "motivation" only last for awhile. =S Someone teach me how?

My back is giving me alot of problems lately.

I want to be successful , with drive , with passion.

2007-05-09T22:12:00.000+08:00

I SAW HER TODAY!!!!! ^^

2007-04-22T23:42:00.000+08:00

Woo , long time no write here already.

Anw many things had happened !

-Freshmen Orientation 2007 ; was a OGL for class EC0721. Hope they like my lead.

- Start of the school -.- Some new ppl joined my class.

- Club crawl 2007

Busy week for me. Wooo hooooo. Anw to date , learnt 2 wushu tao lu and learning 2 more ! Song-ness lol.

Currently injure my right hip , sian sia. Lifting my leg become a problemmmmm. RAHHHHH. lol. I cannot spar and do much training. Hope i can recover faster ploxxx.

Next few events coming up will be...

-Grading , becoming green belt !

-Kickboxing orientation (tml!) Hope many ppl turn up and stay on please. Will show Mr Wee , we will exceed 150 !

Yesterday was training and night out with felicia they all. Had quite amount of fun haha.

Anw... i got a 2nd hand lappy too ! Wooo hooo. Im tired like siao already. Today went to catch up with friends. Weesiong grp and dai grp. Its like finally im free lol.

Gtg slp already , tml 1st lesson is indian teacher -.- Gd nites.

2007-04-07T01:01:00.000+08:00

I offically pulled out of the competition.

MAYBE i will be seen as humji or what , but going in mentally unprepared is half the battle lost. Or the whole battle lost. Alot depends on the mind.

Anw , i feel a stone lift off my heart. Not so pressurised already. I feel bad for withdrawing also , is like almost everyone thought i going in , then i pull out. And i give such a lame excuse. " I not mentally prepared , too pre-mature. " Cause i dunno what to say. If u do see my post regularly , u will understand what i feel. Actually i cant describe what i feel in words also. But i know , after i decide to withdraw , i feel better. I was almost tempted to say " Arbo , let me decide it over again and i get back to u" cause i feel bad. But i think again , this is not what i want. Instead of being wishy washy , decide it once and for all. Stand my ground.

And.. immediatly after making that decision , marcus said , from next week onwards will be 1 month of hell training. I lighten up , and fired up for what may come. The desire was there again.

It was missing for the past 1 month or so. The desire to improve and the fighting spirit. Yeah.

Anw , i saw her ! =x Back view only , but i recognise her voice =P Anw , when i was doing the banner thing in sch and i saw some nyp bball girls , kinda happy , cause they will have training in sch , and most probably she will be here ^^ .

Training was running and bball lol. Went over to bball court , dint saw her , anw also good , so i wont malu infront of her =X I got impressive bball skills u see ;)

Went IT block there play lol.

Tired liao , tml training. Yeah. Tuesday is Orientation liao. Woo hoo.

Nightss ~

2007-04-03T01:28:00.002+08:00

Went swimming today with desmond and sammy lol. Kinda tanned now.

Head over to sammy house and watch 300 ! SPARTANS !!! I dont find the cutting people scene up gory or what leh. Looks fake to me O.O , i think is M18 because of the sex scene only =x

Then head to sch to run. Before the run , coach talk to us. I cant rmb what isit now , cause im freaking tired already. Anw , i made my decision already. What he said , seems to reflect onto me. Seems like the words are for me. I took the words. I think through. I made an important decision already. Yeah...

Walau and my pet fish died , or should i say , dying. Is Chang Yu ( chinese term ). =S My dad change the whole tank of water instead of 1/2. Zzzz. Heng my those 3 parrot fish are doing well ! They are so cute hahaha. Like Fu Lu Shou like that lol.

Next tuesday is the orientation camp already , im gonna be OGL lol. =x

I foresee year 2 as an enriching year for me. I think i will learn alot , beside studying. That's what im feeling now. Yeah. Think that will be all. Think tml or wed heading to gym. Musclesssss pleaseeeee.

That's all. Nights.

2007-04-03T01:28:00.001+08:00

2007-04-03T01:28:00.000+08:00

2007-03-31T20:22:00.000+08:00

These are the rules: Each player of this game starts out by giving 6 weird things about themselves. People who get tagged need to write in a blog oftheir own 6 weird things as well as state the rules clearly.In the end, you need to choose 6 people to be tagged and list their names.After you do that, leave them each a comment letting them know you tagged them and to read your blog!

O.O wth.. 6.... i think im not weird =X okay , i will just try to squeeze out some =S

1. Ehhh , im a cleaniness freak =x I must bath AT LEAST once a day , cannot tahan one. And i wash my hands each time i return back to my house , regardless of what i touch or how far i went =x

2. Hmmm , let me think. Okay abit diff from the one at the top. Its about dirty =x I shit w/o wipping my ass? LOL. Okay im just kidding!

Ehh , sometimes if im damn hungry or lazy , i ate before i brush teeth =X *Focus on the SOMETIMES please ! *

3. Erm , im abit scare of horror shows and such lol. I think alot when i go home . And it last for a few days lol. Especially in toilet =x

4. My calf muscles can move and vibrate ^^

*Imagine those people flexing their chest muscles up and down those kind *

5. Wah cant think liao leh. I dont think the above sounds weird also lol. Okay i will sneeze and have watery eyes and nose if i ton overnight , sometimes it will appear. Sounds weird? nt sure man lol.

6. I eat chicken chop w/o the skin. lol.

Okay think that's all lol.

People im tagging : Daidai , fujie , jinxian , eunice , huijuan , eileen.

WED was daidai chalet. Went there at ard 6-7pm like that. I dint ate the bbq cause im on special diet =x So went out with fabian to eat some kopitiam stuffs. The route to downtown east via the park is like....... creepy. Anw heng i nv go alone also.. cause i dunno which route to head to lol. Anw is at Aloha Loyang there.

Then dai-dee , and watch people played mahjong. Learnt abit also. lol. Then was sleeping time. People was disturbing each others -.- I think only by 6am we settled down for a good nap lol. But shit lah , i keep going toilet and drinking water. Keep waking up. Dint slept much.

Was next day liao. Freaking rained zzzzzz. Waited for the rain to stop and head over back to sch for the final rehersal for Sat performance. In 1/2 an hour i bathed , brushed teeth , ate my lunch cum breakfast , packed my bag and head down to nyp.

Then after that went home bath and ate dinner and head over to dai chalet again. I took cab there. When i board the taxi , the uncle say where is Aloha Loyang chalet. I know is fucked lol. And it happened. I stopped at Costa Sands zzzzzz. Cant blame me. Infront was a straight and dark road and i cant see the signs since i nv wear specs. So i thought i reached Aloha liao -.- So i walked there zz.

Then saw alot of old peeps lol. Those bball and soccer kakis. I always pangseh them lately due to my heavy involvment in my cca. Not exactly heavy but , timing always crash. Its so refreshing to see them! Hope next time they still rmb to msg me for soccer and bball lol.

Then daidee and played cheat in e room. Slept at 6am , checked out at 10am lol. Sibey tired and went home K.O.

Sat which is today. Woke up at 7am zzzz. I think my alarm dint exist or something , i cant woke up. Heng my mum woke me up. Very exhausted. Head down to nyp and collect the paddings and body guard. Cabbed down to Toa Payoh Hub and perform. There's also a bodybuidling competition there also. What Strongman challenge lol.

Then head to ACJC and helped out , ate and went home. Dint went to watch the muay thai match as im very tired =S Sorry to pangseh.

Think sleeping early tonight , tml going gym liao. MUSCLES PLEASEEEE. Been going regularly =x If u all want , please join me at hougang gym there lol. Train together or something , at least gt kaki-s.

Im very stressed. I dunno should i go , or should i opt out. If i opt out , im gonna be a loser. If i go , i most probably will be thrashed. I feeling the heat and the stressed on me now. Anw , where's my motivation gone to? I rmb mths back i post-ed im gonna be stronger and train hard. Why the sudden change in attitude? I came to nyp and wanna win some medals for myself. Why the sudden change in attitude? Am i scare? Or something else? Just very vexed and stressed.

Saw Daidai post on living a normal life and a life which seek to find the truth or do something proud and marvellous. Normal life means u are nt gonna acheive much , but u live happily. Seek to find the truth means u might nt be happy also , u will not be like a average person who enjoy normal things , but u MIGHT do something proud to add to ur name.

Aiya , now im damn confused lah..... can someone enlighten me???

2007-03-21T18:34:00.000+08:00

Testing......

2007-03-19T23:54:00.000+08:00

Hai , im moody now. And i retype this entry alot times already. I cant seems to express it out in words.

I was given comments and feedback to myself today. Which i think hit bull's eye. It was spot on.

When u're in year 1 , u mix with people who play games , when u're in year 2 , u mix with people who like to bet on soccer. People bet on soccer , and u also follow suit. But problem is do u really like to bet on soccer? Or isit just that u follow what people do? Do u even like to bet on soccer? Dont follow what people is doing , do the things that u like best. Follow ur heart.

I think somehow the overall conversation meant was to follow your heart , speak what u feel AKA anything , just speak out , dun hold back. Be MUCH more confident.

I dunno why , just that the overall conversation make me think alot. I think alot on the trip back home also , even now still im am thinking.

Anw nowadays i cant seems to rmb things well. Whatever was said , i can only rmb bits and pieces. It never happened in the past. =S Bad !

I think now i must be positive , dun find reasons to excuse myself from having those bad points. Instead , just be myself and be much more confident. Tell myself i can follow , but on the other hand i can lead too! Dunno if i sound correct anot , but i will just take 1 step at a time ;)

2007-03-16T20:27:00.000+08:00

I think i know what's missing.

The fighting spirit. That kind of will that will get u motivated and try harder.

For those who going to competition , dont mean they can go. Yeah , this will fire me up. I just hope it fire me up at the correct time !

2007-03-14T01:00:00.000+08:00

I must improve.

No matter how slow i am , one day i will reach my destination.

The weak , has worked hard and became the strongest. It can happen. The once who thought reached his full potential , worked hard and proved the doubts & critics wrong. It can happen.

It can happen to me too , if i do work hard. But i cant find the motivation to. I tried , but i dont feel "it" .

I dunno what to do. This is the time to prove myself , to stay like this (weak ) forever , or to... rise and exceed all expectation.

Will i rise up when the needs arrive? Am i the type that only reveal my "powers" when the time comes?

I dunno , all i know is... I must work hard !

2007-03-12T00:35:00.000+08:00

So long since i came here.

Nowadays my mind's in a whirl. Confused.

The heart and the mind refused to compromise. Left this poor soul here (me) to decide things. Sighhh.

Nowadays i make decisions alone , or should i say most of the time i make decision alone. How i wish for someone to be there to share those moments with me.

Is this period of time , which make me feels lonely. I see couples walking hand in hand ... I see people texting to their sweetheart. I look at my phone.... and shake off the negative thoughts. Cause im living a good life right now , the most fullfilling period of life for me. But , is it so? Cause there's still something missing.

Im feeling very empty deep inside. Each time i fight , i hope there's something inside that drive me on. Im just like soul-less.

Think that will be all already. Im still confused , very much confused. I dont want to make a decision. I dunno if anyone understand. I think no one will.

That will be all.

Lastly ... Happy belated Birthday. Stay happy. Believe in yourself , u can lead your team ... if u do believe...

2007-03-04T01:48:00.000+08:00

I just wanna blog something damn suay and paiseh.

I go coach house bai nian with oranges instead of the "kum" . I still happy happy thought i bring correct. Then at the lift there prepare and take out..

" eh u bring oranges leh .. "

=.= My mum told me everything outside the plastic bag is the "kum" . I nv go check , den go took the wrong one. Zzz. Paiseh to the MAX.

Sorry Coach!

Btw this year like quite suay also. Play 21 points. 3 hours of losing streak at fujie house. Shifu house also lost. Today at coach house play dai dee AT LEAST abit better ;) Maybe the luck is changing SOON.

I dunno why i always commit stupid errors at the wrong time. Damn piss with myself.

Anw my schedule...

Fri - fujie house steamboat
Sat - Coach house + BBQ at night
Sunday (Which is NOW already ) - grandfather's birthday celebration.
Monday - OGL Meeting + Training Resumes.
Tuesday - OGL Camp =S ( Must stay overnight i think -.- )
Wed - Last day of OGL Camp.
Thrus - Marcus's training.
Friday - Currently free.
Saturday - Should be booked whole day for wushu and kickboxing.

WOOSH. So busy for me. Dont even have much personal time man. I wanna find 1 day go gym ! Maybe next next week i will be free. Pray hard i will be free muhahaha.

Yeah man , my life aint boring =D

2007-02-25T11:28:00.000+08:00

Its Chinese New Year already !

I think this new year i found out something.... im Dao / not sociable / abit disrespectful / shy etc etc , whatever u wanna name it. I just somehow... cannot open my mouth first and wish ppl happy new year , i mean i do for some la.... zzzz piss off with myself. Sometimes just feel sian , and when not sian liao , wanna wish ppl........ but too late. Abit weird right? And i never socialise much with my relatives also. In short , im just not sociable enough. Period.

I think this year angbao money dropped abit lol. And the CNY mood getting faint-er and faint-er liao. I think is because we grow up already or just because..... I GOT EXAMS GOING ON AT CNY PERIOD. Zzz , dunno how nyp plan their exam schedule one leh. I think they nv put themselves in our shoes , imagine them studying for their own private exams also , i think no one in the world will like it. CNY also cannot enjoy properly , need to worry this and that. Go out also need come back early to make use of time to mug.... and u have people around u who finish their exam already keep jio-ing u out etc etc. And how good isit when u left like 3 days to just study 3 module?

Anw , just wanna blog about today. Met up with the rest at LakeSide Mrt to go Shifu hse bai nian. Paiseh to Fel , dil , weiting , portia & long-ge , i came quietly and just sit down beside. Never say happy new year to u guys =( . Sorry ! And long-ge still wish me happy new year first -.- Abit disrespectful , i know. He's a zhang pei (elder) after all. Just feel tired and sian after 1 hour of MRT trip alone -.- Sigh sian sian.

Then came along , zhenwei , jiayuan and mimi san. Set off to shifu's hse. The weather is like.... so hot lo. Sweat alot. Shifu's house is like.... u see BOOKS , VCDs on Martial Arts! lol. So many lah. Quite good , take a few and flip flip around. lol. Then Lau Yu Shen , gamble and such =) I think i lost abit $ lol. Then shifu show us some of those wushu weapons. Lol. BIG eye opener ! Then went home already. Quite tired and moody now z_z . U have jet-lag , but i just experienced MRT - lag. Just quite alot of negative thoughs going on....

Okay shall end off liao. Look forward to nx Friday and Sat ! ;)

PS : this is ytd's post. Knn dunno what's wrong with blogger , they just nv show it out ! zz

2007-02-13T14:10:00.000+08:00

Shopped for my CNY clothes already....

Total Damage = $ 146+++ , i haven buy shoe man !!

Kinda conned for the first shirt knn...... Some ulu brand for $35?! lol. Then bought a Levis shirt for $40. See the diff?! 40 and 35 , 5 dollar difference can buy me a branded shirt and somemore nicer 1 zzz. Nvm , since i bought already.

Then shopped and walked around for a long time , finding the remaining items. Finally gave up on shoes , think nx time after CNY den buy ba , no rush for shoe man. It still shoe anw lol. Just something to protect our feet =X

Bought a IP Zone Jeans for $30 lol. Spend quite alot already , so must try to cut down cost. Not bad leh that jeans !

Now come the shocker......... cannot believe it myself.............

I bought a Levis' belt for..... $40 !

OMG LOL. $40 leh ! Its pure leather belt. Actually i spend close to 2/4 of my time on finding belt! All are those studs 1 ah , beng-ish one. Bo bian , since my current belt is rotting liao -.- I think im gonna wear it only for outings and special occasion ! Not bad , think nx time business wear can also wear that!

Oh yeah , special thanks to Alvin for accompany me walk around , i damn fussy when come to chossing clothes lmao. Dunno he gt sian anot , but THANKS alot anw !!

Parents kinda object to me going for the instructor course , cause of money problem. Guess i will have to fork it out myself.

I think and think , should we attempt something or go into competition when we feel that we are fully prepared already? And how does fully prepared means? If we dont go , cause we feel we haven fully prepared , is that a sign of weakness? Cause cause , we will have the mentality of " there's always a second time / there's always next time " Something i learn from Naruto(anime) 's grading episode last time -.- kinda lame i know. A very interesting and true quote : " Human's mind is 10 times stronger then its physical self. The only way to test someone's mental state is for him to break his physical limits.." something like that. Kinda true.

Regardless of what's going to happen in the future , im already starting to train up myself. Mindsets do change , who knows what might happen?

I think that will be all , im going to study already , not much time left liao.

2007-02-11T01:47:00.000+08:00

Suddenly found out that i had ALOT ALOT things to complete within this holiday period.

I think most probably i will be joining the Wushu instructor course. That course will somehow keep me busy almost everyday till april. $350 =(
quite a big sum , dunno does it include examination fees also lol. But PRAY HARD i can pass -.-

The month of May got a kickboxing match , dunno fit to join anot , will ask those seniors to access me , if they feel i wont get thrashed , den i join.. if not i better brush up my skills first. ;)

Already somehow listed out things to do , like Gym and some special training sessions at home =P

PS : alby , we go gym often aimai?! School gym FOC leh , wanna consider?

Talk something about studies.....

Engineering Science was bullshit , fuck it. Suppose to be those secondary school works , was somehow well trained cause of Mr Marvin Chan excellent teaching......... zzz. Was careless. 35 can see as 30 , *&@^@*@.

Final exam coming up , around a week or so to study for FOUR modules , sian man......

CNY think will bring notes and such go read , but most likely wont read 1 -.-

I think that's all , monday shopping spree!

Sigh , lacking in confidence in EVERYTHING! =( . Haven found the thing to motivate me sigh...... Think her bdae coming too....... Sigh..

2007-02-03T14:36:00.000+08:00

do i stand a chance?

2007-02-03T12:12:00.000+08:00

I think blogger is trying to FORCE everyone to shift to the new blogger -.- . I just somehow got con to switch -.- cause i cant login using my old blogger acct zz

Btw , just feel kinda guilty or what for somehow neglecting my friends =S . Desmond yeap they all. Realise that ever since sch start , nv really accompany them much...

Im always busy on saturday , and sunday i need have sometime on my own and of course to finish undone assignments -.- ...... and some recovery time cause of the xiong-ness of sat training.

Thi few sat-s are most busy among all. Many appoinments and such. Nx sat im not free again... got some events.

I think i might be busy for the whole of march , IF i do sign up for wushu instructor course =S . A big leap forward for my pursing of dream !

Well , actually i dunno what i am saying also , just look forward to hanging out with u guys again ! CNY's coming liao hoho.

Think that's all. Gonna focus on my exams !!

2007-02-02T23:59:00.000+08:00

SIAN MAN ! Feel kinda weird to skip training tml !!! =(

I am so gonna miss out new stuffs and such , plus CNY coming already -.- must work hard in fitness , so as not to hit the 60kg mark ! NO WAY MAN ! Tml i work out at home myself , i will try my best !

Pray hard shifu or coach dont teach much new stuffs tml , or i cant catch up ! =(

Btw today wore FORMAL to sch haahah. Song man the feeling , 2nd time wear lol. And kinda sad and suay today =.= Early in the morning i saw catapillar ( dunno how to spell ) crawling on my pants -.- Then..... during the presentation , the OHP suddenly not working when during my turn. Everyone's seems fine during my turn! sian....

Think quite nervous today , not the usual me during presentation -.- . Must be that catapillar and OHP fault lol.

zzzzzz. And i actually read out FROM my prepared script -.-

How suay can u be man.....

This week is hell , so many things and such. lol. Looking forward to cny !!

I think that's all already , im waking up early tml , exercise abit and then start to study !

Alright , till then.... nth else already ! Main objective is cause i feel weird nt goin to training -.-

2007-01-24T17:43:00.000+08:00

HELLO !

Today lesson starts at 9am , but i left home at 9.15am. Cool huh. Today lessons is like so .... zzz . I reach sch at ard 10am. Went home before 12pm. What a waste of my time and bus fee !!!!

Okay talk abt monday , alot niceee things happened! =DDD

Okay firstly , I SAW HER !!!! =p Outside the cca gym where we were gathering up to go jogging. I doubt she saw me -.- But still happy , mood liften up alot ! =DDD

Went running , quite song leh. Long time no run since those x-country days during my sec sch. Bad memories zzzz. I did light jog , pei samuel at the back. Coach said we ran for ard an hour , which is ard AT LEAST 5km?! 5km lmao. Last time x-country days , 5km means 2km RUN , 3km walk and chit chat hahaha. But maybe is cause i slow jog bah.

THEN OMG OMG , the MOST HOLY-est THING .......

I DID MORE THEN 3 PULL-UP ! OMFG?!?!?!?!?!

OMFG?!?!?!?!?!

lol. Okay maybe my pull up wasnt that perfect like those fit-zais. But 3 leh?! lol. I could not even pull more then 2 before lol. And coach asked us did the standard and some "cheat" kind of pull ups , (eg , alternate hands and reverse hand ) Wah not bad leh !!! Dunno is I IMPROVED or that day heng nia. But nevertheless , IM HAPPY. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. To hao lian abit , i think i did more then 10 !!! ^^

Eh sibey rare hoh , i think that gay face desmond yeap cannot do that =X LOL. Jkjk. =x No offence haha.

And my peeps seems very united when discussing about schedule !

Cool !!!

But i have been wondering , can i ever join into those ranks of the successful ppl at BeiQuanDao. Can i be good in sanshou and wushu and taiji etc etc.

RAH.......

I think that should be all liao.

2007-01-19T23:42:00.000+08:00

OMG OMG ! Guess who's blogging?! lol.

First , i wanna HAIL Mediacorp !

7pm CH8 - FELICIA CHIN !!
9pm CH8 - DAWN YEOH !!

Soon to come ... CH5 The Dance Floor - JADE SEAH !!

OMG ! ^^ *loves* =DDDDD hahaha.

Secondly ...... PROJECTS , to hell with them !!!!

1)

Comm skills - do some stupid self esteem ( dunno how spell ) shit which catergorise into Physical , Mental , Social and Emotional. Like who care about such shits? Okay or maybe i got NTH much to say about myself. Part 1 is design poster , i SERIOUSLY spend alot of effort on it.

Though not excellent piece of work , but for someone whose art and creative idea for arts fall below average , is something of a achievement !!!

But WTF?! I got a C++ , the extra + means pending for teacher's 2nd opinion on whether to get a LOW B or a HIGH C . Eh , u think kindergarden?! JUST GIMME A GOD DAMN "B" !

Part 2 of the project is presentation , gt final part is show off ur talents. zzz. Quite sad =S I dont have talents , i think i pointed out for alot of times if u do read my post , IF U DO. zzzz.

*@^@@&(@&(#@(^ . STRESSED !

2) C++ Programming . Fuck that , i sucks at programming. Think is teacher's fault. ZZZ.

3) Analog project AKA soldering. I hate soldering lah zzzzzz dunno why. So pissed off with soldering. Failed AGAIN for my project. Redo already , need to check THROUGHLY before putting on my battery , i shall declare this project UNDONE for the moment !

4) E-quiz(s)

Teachers just like to act funny by giving us stupid quiz(s) .

NYP OPEN HOUSE on the 24th Jan to 27th Jan , if u happened to drop by on any of this date , gimme a call to see whether i still in school anot , ME will tour u around the school *winks.

Think that's all. zz. Tml cca.

Byeeeeeeee.

Bball girl lol =p

2007-01-01T16:30:00.000+08:00

Happy new year ! Im sitting on a comfy chair for the new year listening to songs hahaha.

Ytd went out with dai they all lol. I got angry cause they sprayed foam at me -.- , not i wanna get angry... i just hate foam. Sorry to show attitude =S . Dunno which ass invent such foam thingy zzzzzzzz. Shld go and die lol.

Nth much lo , pretty much the same as every countdown. Fireworks and such. Hope nx year i countdown with her* =p

Goin to bball soon liao , quite tired now =S . Feel tired after tonning. RAH.

Good bye !

Wo ni de ren bu shi wo de ai ren..

2006-12-31T16:53:00.000+08:00

Happy new year eve , just woke up =x

Im lazy ass , but sleeping whole day feels song ! Woo hoo ^^

Goin to bath then heading out already... new year shld have new resolution.

My new resolution will be... have a HOT image HAHAHA ! =X

If possible , i rather stay at home , with u by my side ;)

2006-12-31T02:55:00.000+08:00

No one believe i am for real...

But fact is , im for real , for you.

2006-12-30T16:51:00.000+08:00

Just wanna say something before i go for some leisure bball session...

Sigh , im always one step behind u. Only can watch you from afar...

Tml is new year eve le.. haiz. Think no chance to even get to know u...

Emo-ed.

And i gt "lai xiong" , dunno wtf is wrong with me today. I sucks in punchs and fall.

AHHH , vexed !! **** ! PS : not bad word !

********* *** ! =s

Going off already.. buhbye..

2006-12-27T02:02:00.000+08:00

Yooo im back.. nowadays blogging more to thrash things out..

Hmmmmmmm just came back from some tuishou lesson at HongKong Street lol. Shi Gong 's training place i assume. Quite impressed , he talk till very detailed , and that's what i like man. He 60+ , he look so young
-.- and so fit ! No hunchback and such , dont look like a 60 to me , more like a 40+ person ! And he's more flexible then us those 17+ kiddos omgg. But my mind was not absorbing much , dunno why.. just had a blank minddd

Kay , my legs kinda tired now..

Sigh , been thinking quite alot recently for the past few days , ever since few days before xmas eve...

Talk to some of my poly peeps , sometimes they just "cannot" let me pour my feelings out to them or dont understand what i am saying , though im making a fool everyday and doing random stuffs , that's just entertainment , my true self isnt that kind. Guess not many ppl know ba , only those with me since sec3 or sec2 will most probably know.

No one believe im the shy type -.- maybe is because i always play a fool ard..... zzzzzzz. Play a fool around doesnt mean deep inside im also a play a fool type man.. hard to communicate with them...

Wanted to plan a outing this new year eve , so can gather up and also the main purpose is to know her lah =p

but i reckon it will work lah haiz , i can predict i will most probably stay at home or end up wif dai's grp or my cca pals..

maybe for my type or character , is just hard to know someone bah... very hard to change ...

SIGH SIGH SIGH ! Im thinking alot , thinking very far ahead even though i haven even start the ball rolling !!!!!

I dunno what to say already................. SIGHHHHHHHHHH BYEBYE

2006-12-25T22:35:00.000+08:00

Xmas eve yesterday.

Went to town with dai and his friends. Seriously next year i wont be going to town unless for special reason -.- I just dont like to get sprayed , especially right in the face. Sorta pissed off.

No choice but to go out , kinda emo , dont wanna think so much by staying at home , going out was the last or best option. True enough , i dint think much... but i wasnt happy either =s

I just cant stop thinking , it might be me . Although im quite sure it wasnt me. It kinda surprise? Or kinda shocking that we both did the same kinda of post. Maybe just the phrasing of the sentences that makes the differences...

Me too here , wanted to spend xmas with someone. After some talks , feel that is kinda hard and impossible? But dont really feel like letting go without even trying...

I just wanna find excuses to go sch , to see u.

Santa , Santa , Santa.... can u give me my present?

By the way , MERRY X'MAS!

Merry x'mas , and i wish that means me..

2006-12-24T15:30:00.000+08:00

today is xmas eve already..

The weather's quite cold now...

Maybe that fall ytd injure my head , or maybe it wakes me up from reality...

Xmas without someone beside u , is weird.

I think she* liked someone already... haiz =(

Its funny right? Liking someone whom u dunno at all... yeah...

Maybe i should not continue this dream....

Dear santa ... i wish to know her* ..

2006-12-23T23:57:00.000+08:00

Went to school today , for gym + self training.

Saw her* playing bball. Or should i said watch her played. Got to digest my food before doing xiong(tough) de stuffs. So just stand there and watch.. =DD

Hmm , nth much more le ba.. tml xmas eve. Lalala. =D

2006-12-22T23:56:00.000+08:00

Hello , long time no see already =) Holidays are finally here already.. hmmm alot alot of events happened !

Last week ( mon to fri ) :

-EXAM ! Stressed , i think i will flunk C programming and Analog Electronics =( .

- Fri : pre x-mas party ! Fun , but i was super shag =( . Dint slept much due to exams , ROAR.

- Sat : Tuishou training , most of them were long-ge historic chats , like shui hu juan , san guo yan yi etc etc stories ! lol.

- Sun : Tuishou competition , was freaking nervous lol. I had problem cutting my nails cause i was shaking -.- , kay and i lost the first round 1 is to 0 . The second and third was 0 is to 0. Some said i did well , some said " what were u doing , that guy dunno what's he doing , u can win him 1 " . Okay , personally , i think i did badly =( . But good thing is , i dint get thrash like more then 5 points. During training ytd , i lost to zhenwei 6 is to 0 -.- lol. Overall was the experience that count ! I gained quite abit of experience !
After that was NA-LIANG with my peeps at Serangoon's Ti Amo. Lol. Seriously i dint know there's such a good place to slack lol. A cafe downstairs , a pub alike on the 2nd floor ! Drank my first ever cocktail LOL. Kay i know im noob =X Thanks to sexy ! lol.

-Mon : Ice skating cancelled zzzz. So , pei-ed desmond ( ant lover ) and aik kim to town. that gay went to have a xray scan , and bought stuffs. lol , paiseh to aik kim.. we never pei him go vivo lol. He gt a "funny" motive to go there =X Paiseh cause the trip to vivo is damn ex T_T. Sorry man !

-Tues : shit what i did at tues?! lol. I think i slacked at home and chiong games =S

- Wed : Went out with my peeps again ! Went to eat at kopitiam with marcus , norman , lc , portia & mimi. Sexy joined later lol. We ordered quite alot of food , i suffer e most lol. I am quite picky at eating food =S . Okay then surprised lc with a bdae cake ! HAHAHA. Okay man.. den slacked at TCC , and sam joined when we about to left =S lol. Den went home with felicia , chatted quite abit on the train. Quite fun lol. Enjoyed myself that night !!

- thrus : went to gym with the ant lover den headed over to chat wif lk outside his house lol , there's a blackout at Sengkang ! wthhhh. Then headed over to that gay's house and helped him look at some forms -.- den watched inuyasha and lk joined us later.

-fri : early morning only , desmond called me -.- Ask me go his house and see some letters again lmao. No wonder english D7 =X LOL. JKJK. No offence hahaha. Den headed to CP with him and lk lol.

lol , being with desmond and lk is fun ! lol. Sian.. they both gt ahems lol. Dont keep suan me okay lol. Rmb , there's karma ! =x

Hanging out with my friends is really fun ! They made my life alot more interesting , or should i say , w/o them , my life is dull !!

and finally , you* , hope to see u tml =D .

2006-12-17T00:27:00.000+08:00

Competition tml , no hopes of winning. Go there throw face only i assume. Haiz =(

Why am i so lousy !

Saw her today at sch again =D

Cut short my hair , my back too short -.- wtf lah =( .

Wanted to grow long my hair 1 , but think is not too good for my cca =( .

That's all. Nights..

2006-12-13T19:12:00.000+08:00

I SAW HER TODAY !!!! =DDDDDDDDDDD

Happy happy happy !!!!!! lol. Dunno if she feels the same. More happy then any other days =p

But maybe too happy that i started doing daring and stupid stuffs for my C++ programming written test. ZZZZZZZ. Walau , haiz damn scare i will fail.

Just now i cant sleep , i close my eyes , C++ codes come into mind , i decide to abandon my sleep and go try out the code which i wrote at exam... i press run.....

" error ... "

=O , =S , =( !!! . Jaw dropped , sian 1/2 -ed . Haiz , 15 marks sia , omfg. Why am i so stupid. Sigh i very scare retain lahhhh , rahhhhhhhhh. At first before common test , told myself my aim this time is to get high GPA , now im worrying am i going to fail -.-

Noooooo. I must buck up next term !!! I always say this , and i nv do it at all. Ever since like after PSLE , i told myself to buck up , im still here telling myself to buck up cause i never ever did lmao.

Regret is too late , cherish the chance !

I MUST BUCK UP AND STUDY HARD !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Megawalts smiles!

2006-12-10T01:02:00.000+08:00

Major events next week :

Common test ! ( Mon to fri ) zzz .
Tui shou competition ( sunday)

Yes , competition. First time im joining , not cause im gd then i joined. I aint those auto inside the team 1. Matthew asked me to join , so i pei-ed him. Shifu dint ask me " u wanna join? " . I dint wanna join too at 1st , cause i wasnt convinced of my own ability. Even i cannot convince myself , how can i convince others? Sigh..

I learn things slow , especially motion related stuffs. Guess my brain sucks. RAH.

Maybe just go there and let the opponent have an easy win ba. Seriously i think im weak =( . Maybe just go there to gain experience? I dunno , very confused.. like abit xia suay.. RAH ! Mixed feeling.

Sigh , ever since the first training , i attended with them.. right now im still that noob.

When can i be a role model for others? I quite tired of making others' my role model..

During comm skills time , when asked of my own talents , i think and think , i dont seems to find 1 which i am good at . Im all " 1/2 pail water " . People like wei long is so good at basketball , ken's a gd runner and soccer guy , sam know how to cook well etc etc lah..

for me , i dont have much things or awards to myself.

17 years , yet so useless. RAH......

But.. good thing is , i learning to do become strong. I wanna excel in martial arts. Im 17 , im still so young , the younger u are , u've got more potential..

I believe , i still got very far to go before reaching my peak ! So WORK HARD WORK HARD , kaisen !

Im looking forward to the 2months break at hmm feb 2007?

That 2 mth i will train myself up !!!!!

Excel in martial arts and study ! My goal !

Alrite , right now is all about the books zzz. Ciao

2006-12-04T21:42:00.000+08:00

HELLOOOO ! Its me , i know no 1 visit my blog , aiyer but also nvm. Its okay.

Nowadays dont find the mood to blog or chat ard at MSN , dunno why leh.. dont see any purpose ba i think. Life been quite systematical for me . Its School , CCA and Home for me.

Everyday , every night before i sleep.. i will think of ways to improve myself in kickboxing. Each time i think of it , i realise... im that so weak. I am not gifted , i aint strong , my reflex is slow etc etc. My mind is full of wushu & sanshou (kickboxing ) and perhaps some parts and parcel of tuishou. Sighhh , am i destined to be just a bench warmer? Is it so hard to find something that u excel in and no 1 can match up with you? Sighhhhh.

Exam are coming , always and always i told myself , STUDY HARD and dont slack... i always end up not studying. I think i have forgetten about the promise i made to myself , once i reach poly , i shall not be that slack and playful anymore...

I want to be the one of the best , if not the best.

" i tell u , there's only one champion , what's important is the process.. " quote from shifu.

Contradicting isnt it?

I dunno what i am talking already , im talking bullshit i think.

I dont want to see the dissapointment on Norman's face each time i punch. I want to hear a " GOOD ONE , kai sen ! "

I MUST SCORE AT LEAST 2As and nth lesser then a C in this common test , WISH ME LUCK !!!!!!!!!!!

Is there any chance of me knowing her? =s

2006-11-26T18:06:00.000+08:00

I think i found the reason to wake up early at 6.15 or 7.15 instead of the .45 every morning..

I look forward to sat..

I think i found the reason to work hard , train hard for my cca and body and to excel ...

although the feeling's not that strong yet...

but the reason for all these is , You.

2006-11-19T19:03:00.000+08:00

RAH !

Its me lol , been sucha long time since i blogged , dunno why i cant find the mood to blog despite lotsa events this few weeks !

I went for , Sinfonia ; the nyp band concert , which i almost fall asleep lol.

I went for 2nd world martial arts competition which was held in RP , went to help lol. Maybe nx time i might compete for Singapore , watching my fellow brothers and sisters taking part , make me drool ! ( ROAR ! )

ehhh ~ still gt quite many stuffs happened , cant think of those...

and i just wanna say ........ GERMAN SUCKS x3 !!!

CCA training has been the same , my weak points are starting to show bit by bits each week =( . My left leggie sucks , my arms aint gt much power on it . Consolation? My right leg , perhaps =\ . But still weak ! I NEED TO IMPROVE , IMPROVE !!!! Never look down on me !!!!!!!!!

Saturday's training been a real morale booster which is the inclusion of Wushu training ! * horray * hahahahaha , realising your dreams is sucha good feelings !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

3 cheers for martial arts and bei quan dao !! :)

I think me and her belong to two different world =S .. Sigh. Tell me what to do?

Think that will be all , looking forward to next friday's NVSS hip hop event ! and of course sat's training !

Im a ... MAN . lol. randomness.

Ciao !

2006-10-28T23:04:00.000+08:00

Seriously , Lab Lesson with Chao Tian Ming is starting to get fun.. WHY?

I installed Dai Dee inside my comp , and GUESS WHAT I FOUND?!

WARCRAFT !! OMFG?! lol. There's DOTA too can ! And my friend has this external hardisk which has Crazy Taxi , Counterstrike... and many many more !! Lab lesson now has become GAMING lesson ! YEE-HAH~

Man , i just came back from my cca. Frigging tired -.- perhaps due to the fact that i chiong CS ytd lol =p

Taiji Tui Shou is starting to get FUN ! Very fun ! =DD

" the softest is the hardest... "

After that was kickboxing lesson , quite intense lol. My arms are shacky even before physical. And Marcus was there asking ppl to fight with him........... lol. Fuck , in the end we fought. Punches and throwing only. Eh seriously i dunno did i improve anot , but at least im thinking more during the match & such . Maybe i lack... 'balls' lol. Dont have much coruage to attack. Then fought with Coach , the so called Safe-est Man to fight with o.O .

I got whacked in the face for the most amount of time today since i was borned. Some "light" sparring lol.

My eyes seems to be slow with catching motions =( Coach showed some examples of combo punches , all i see was " ta .. da..ta .. da .. taa ~ " Speed of light LMAO. No ideas how to improve.

And till today then i know , Marcus almost represent Singapore for SEA Games 2005 Kickboxing O.O wtf. lol. He was injured , so he dint represent.

Okay that's my goal LOL . Yeah like reaalll i can make it -.-

Some BUS THING inspire me to train hard for bball too =P lol.

Kay , think that's all. Gonna cut my hair soon , a very big disadvantage during kickboxing =S

Gd nite peeps !

2006-10-24T23:52:00.000+08:00

Watched World Trade Center today ! With Desmond , Cheepeng , Weesiong , Teck yong , zhi jian & xian ying.

Had fun watching with them . Movie start at 3.20pm , but we only bought e tics at 3.30pm. lol.

Thanks to Auggy for helping me check out the timeslots ! =D

Movie Rating : 3.5 / 5

After movie , had a hard time deciding where to eat lol. First we entered yoshinoya , then to BK then finally settled down at ljs lol. Sorry dudes , im down on cash flow =( .

Eh ... xian yian suppose to alight at hougang mrt station , but we guai lan , use all our means to hold him back till sengkang MRT HAHA ! But we were kinda childish lah =x There were alot of onlookers of all races lol. But childish is good okay , it shows that we are still young ! =DD

" ...pain is an indication u're alive ... "

A quote from the movie today lol !

Oh ya , i watched Death Note already too ! =DD

Movie Rating : 4.5 / 5

OMG ITS NICE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Quite different from the comic , in the movie , kira had a girlfriend , but at least they dint change the storyline much , the gf died ( SPOILER ) and the storyline continues from the comic ! Seriously i think its a movie which require thinking to fully understand the storyline. Man , pay money to "suffer" inside the cinema lol.

Oh yeah , for those who havent watched the movie , i would suggest watching the comic first , if u guys dun wanna get abit confused right inside the theater.

Alrite , think that will be all.

Nites ppl ! =D

2006-10-24T00:16:00.000+08:00

PS : i got to minimize those pictures as its too large , quality affected.

Blue screen lol , my hp's spoilt.

Ah Beng Wannabe lol !

Result of a boring lesson (1)

Result of a boring lesson (2)

Result of a boring lesson (3)

O.o

lame shots at SUPER BORING lesson.

They arent really listening in class =x

Okay long time since i blogged.

Saturday - SENTOSA ! with Kickboxing pals , not many turn up.. but at least still a good number of peeps ! ^^ First time at sentosa play UNO & Murderer ; card games. lol. Sentosa is like the same old usual thing , played volleyball this time , FOC ! =DD Swam abit , dun really like the freaking water out there =.= can someone just clean up the seabed? Its like omfg dirty can? Luckily there wasnt much sun , i dint got sunburnt ! HAHA. Finally can!?!?!

Or should i say my SUNBLOCK is strong enough!? I finally bought sunblock , its Sunplay SPF 130. SPF = Sun Protection Factor . SPF 130 is the highest amount avaliable in the market lol. People like me who get sunburnt easily should buy such kind lol. But 30ml nia , $13. Fuck u man , i had limited budget......... =( The rest i think more then 100ml for sure cost like $19. Other more common and well known brands like Banana- Boat & Nivea.

Mimi got burried under the sand , they caught her and "throw" her in. Felicia volunteered me -_- . I just ownself go into the pithole lol. I never get burried before i think , rashid and HAZIM ( ALWAYS get burried LOL ) had fun during the past.. so i assume ALL HUMAN MUST TRY SOMETHING NEW ! Yeah , make a fool outta myself and those indians like never see before such stuffs , took photo of mimi and me later. I shouted " im your new god " LOL.

Sidetrack abit , i think this year i really gained alot of life experiences , did MANY MANY things which i never did before lol. And i mean ... MANY.

Bathed and such , had a small chat with marcus . Kinda inspire me to train harder !! My class have a National Basketballer , i really find his life very interesting , working hard and competing at the highest level possible , perhaps i should set my goals in kickboxing higher !!!

Ate and we said goodbye , intended to take bus 80 with felicia & dillon , but kinda wishy washy ( again ) lol , wanted to take MRT. At last minute finally back out and took mrt cause i suddenly rmb i had to visit my grandma tml ! =(

Sunday - Went to TTSH to visit my grannie , she looks thin =( . Seriously dint recognise her at first sight....... =( .

After that jiu went for bball lol , played pretty well i guess , dunno is it Pure Luck or my speed really improved , i manage to steal quite a couple of balls o.O , kinda shocked . Maybe Tui Shou help me bend down faster HAHA ! My shooting still D la , fuck ! Very shag after that lol , guai lan alot with desmond later about the green tea drink lol.

Monday ( today ) - NO SPECIAL EVENT ON BUS... NOOOOOO ! =(

Very shag , i havent slept for more then 8 hours each day since last monday , so today is like super tired. Tired till for 1st few periods , dint have mood to even talk at all , not to say my usual Guai lan - ness . Think when one's tired , they get pissed easily... i couldn't believe i could not solve those vectors problems which i learnt in sec sch -.- , very dissapointed with myself..

Ahhhh , and german is like getting harder o.o SIAN. But somehow teacher rmb my german name LOL. Perhaps she foresee i am a genius ;) or perhaps , im already one ! UFOOOOOO !~

Thanks to weida & michelle for staying with me in the ELP ! =DDD

Kickboxing , learnt grappling ( shit lah , how spell? ) . Enjoyed myself as usual lol ! =DDDDDDDDDDDD . Then did physical conditioning which is like.. WHAT THE HELL hiong to me , so long since i did something so much ... BUT BUT...

Its good , at least it PUSHES me to my limit ;) I need someone or some activities to push me to train physically , at home.. everywhere i go , i see a bed -.-

Alrite , holiday tml , YAY? No yay man , cause seriously im stuck at home , no where to go -_- . Suppose to have activities... * yawns *

Alrite , long post i think , Good nite and Happy Hari Raya ! =D

2006-10-18T23:11:00.000+08:00

Eh ~ Its been sometime since i last updated o.o

SCHOOL STARTS ALREADY ! ( fucks )

I drag my ass to sch on monday =S TWO months since i last woke up at 7am. Normally i dun wake up before 12..

Something good happened on the bus ! =p

Oh yea , and i started learning GERMAN already. ( NOOOOO , NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO ) . I was giving the fuck up face when i entered , before lesson start i was there guai lan-ing with some of my friends...

" Eh my teacher is female sia , CHRISTINA u know , maybe is german babe... "

I open the door , saw the teacher =O , * jaw drops* , scan around , and shake my head lol. But not bad lah , HAHAHA =p

Seriously speaking , i think i am not bad at pronouncing German ! =D Hah , im a genius! Kenneth learning Jap , Faris & jun hao learning French. I think somehow , i can learn Jap , French & German ! lol.

We were kidding around asking Faris to ask the teacher to teach French Kiss LOL. Theory & practical ;)

And i dye my hair brown ! Natural brown.

Tml's having lesson with CHAO TIAN MING ( notice i use purple? Its GAY colour ), knn man. After what we "did to him" last sem , he still dare teach us lol. BUT BUT !

That's when German come into place , if he piss us off , i scold him German bad words ^^

6am sch tml , 7pm death note movie !

Lazyness ~~~

2006-10-12T23:59:00.000+08:00

Have u ever looked back and regret things u have not done?

Have u looked back and 'blame' your parents for not letting you do something?

Dreams , ambitions & talents are nutured and developed since young. Singapore Educational System is such that , once we entered it , there only 1 way path. Its either u drop out of the path , or just follow it , there's no branches in that path , branches which we can develop into something else.

Take a look at those musicians , take a look at those kids who are so musically talented , how u wish u were them? And u'll think.. " god damn it , why dint i learn those fucking instruments during my childhood?"

"Man.. i should have chosen that path(course) , i wanna be a doc ! I want to learn this.. i want to learn that ! " Why cant we chose something that we like?

Sometimes , the reality take our dreams , passion away. The choice we made , might not be the one we landed up in , just like that.. our dreams & passion vanish to thin air.

Just like a tree branch in a river , u're moved by the current. In Singapore , reality = 90% , dreams = 10% . In other countries like US , reality = 30% , dreams = 70% .

If only you can live your life all over again...

Hah , just some random post , cause im bored =D

2006-10-11T00:17:00.000+08:00

2006-10-09T21:04:00.000+08:00

Woo hoo , just to update abit on what happened during fujie's bdae celebration lol.

We met up at CP then headed to town , accompany Aik kim to Heeren to look for The Wallet Shop , but it shifted or closed lol. Noob shop lah , waste our time.

Then headed to Party world ! OMGGGGGG lol. We sang our hearts out ! Normally ppl sat and sing... but....

When we Sang Bon Jovi 's its my life , backstreet boys song & some other rock songs... we stand on the sofa and jumped LOL. Whoever who installed any pinhole camera or CCTV , will laugh their balls out ! hahaha. Its very very fun lah ! =DD But i cant sing lol. One of the best outing ever ! Sing till no voice lol.

Headed over to eat & went to watch Rob-B-Hood ! Thought was some lame movie crap , but turn out to be quite a comedy & quite action packed !

It was a 10/10 star outing !

Went to work on sunday -___- spoilt mood can , after so much fun.. we headed back to hell fuck lol.

Yep and we went swimming today , holy shit , im like so burnt now lol. I think desmond is in a much worse position then me. Very shag after swimming , hit the bed immediately after i bath =S . My body is like very red now >_<>

Im working tml ONLY , working one day only this week. YAY?

I will upload some pics later =O

1.how old do you wish you were? Young enough to learn those things which i always wanna learn =D

2. where were you when 9/11 happened? Studying i think =x

3. what do you do when vending machines steal your money? point a middle finger or two , *#^$*#^# and kick the machine ! Machines never cheat human , human cheat machine ! ;)

4. do you consider yourself kind? I think so =P

5. if you had to get a tattoo, where would it be? A small one on my arm.

6. if you could be fluent in any other language, what would it be? JAPANESE !!! ( wtf , i hate german )

7. do you know your neighbours? Some

8. what do you consider a vacation? Fun , relaxing , trouble-free , enjoy every bits

9. do you follow your horoscope? I always read at night , by then there's no need to follow =(

10. would you move for the person you love? Move what? -_-

11. are you touchy feely? >_> wtf does that means

12. do you believe that opposites attract? Yep , always.

13. dream job? Alot , i shall name them all here... ( NASA Astronaut , Scientist , Doctor , Lawyer , businessman ) Cool huh lol.

14. favourite tv channels? I aint gt SCV

15. favourite place to go on weekends? Anywhere fun !

16. showers or baths? My house dun have a bathtub.. so... yeah.

17. do you paint your nails? Nope , im MAN-ly lol.

18. do you trust people easily? depends..

19. what are your phobias? Flying insects lol !

20. do you want kids? Maybe 2 lol.

21. do you keep a handwritten journal? Long long ago , when i was like primary 3 i think. I read , and i close it lol. So paiseh.

22. where would you rather be now? Japan

23. who makes you warm and fuzzy? A hug =P

24. heavy or light sleeper? Medium lol , at times just a call can wake me up... at times lol.

25. are you paranoid? "kan qing kuang "

26. are you impatient? Depend on situations

27. who can you relate to? My buddies?

28. how do you feel about interracial couples? Feel weird lol.

29. have you been burned by love? well.. who dont? lol.

30. what's your pick-up line? ??

31. what's your main ringtone on your mobile? Daite Senorita , i use it so as to wake up from morning call =S

32. what were you doing at midnight last night? Chatting with buddies

33. what did the last text on your mobile say? Alby asked me for activities tonight

34. whose bed did you sleep in last night? ur bed ? Her bed? His bed? zzz. Of course its mine lol.

35. what colour shirt are you wearing? North Vista Altheltics Jersey , blue singlet lol.

36. most recent movie you watched? John Tucker Must Die & Rob-B-Hood =DD

37. name three things you have on at all times. Handphone , wallet & keys?

38. what colour are your bedsheets? Blue i think , kinda Oceanic feeling lol.

39. how much cash do you have right now? US$ 1 billion.

40. what's your favourite part of the chicken? drumsticks

41. what's your favourite town/city? Singapore aint gt city
dude , itself is a fucking city lol.

42. i can't wait till: hmmm , tough qn lol.

43. what did you have for dinner last night?
Well............................... Delifrance bread ( zzz ) & some of home cooked food ( =DDD ) , notice the emotion signs lol.

44. how tall are you barefoot? FUCK , 167.5 only WTH =(

45. do you own a gun? Yeah , a gun to shoot ass lol.

46. what do you prefer to drink in the morning? Fresh Milk !

47. where do you think you'll be in 10 years? Enjoying my life with my wife , my kids & my family =P lol.

48. last thing you ate? Home cooked food ( phew its like finally i am at home at 7pm )

49. what songs do you sing in the shower? Random lol

50. last thing that made you laugh? Something about desmond or JK lol.

51. worst injury you ever had? im a fortunate ass , not much injuries lol. Well... primary sch while playing catching , i slip and fell BACKWARDS and land on my back of my head.. primary sch again.. i fell during soccer , and i cant move my knee for quite sometime =S

52. does someone have a crush on you? Do you have 1 on me? How the hell i know lol.

53. what's your favourite candy? All candy are sweet

54. what song do you want played at your funeral? Never thought of it before lol.

55. eight people to do this? Eh , anyone , but i reckon anyone will do. Yep , Thanks for reading !! =D

Ciao!

2006-10-07T00:32:00.000+08:00

No work today ! YAY !

oh yeah , been lazy to update my exam results.. well , here goes my results...

Name : Yeo Kai Sen
Grade Point Average : 3.333

Engineering Math (1A/1C) : A
Electric Circuits : B+
Digital Electronics : A
Personal Development : A
Digital Electronics Project : Pass
Programming Techniques : B
Creativity & Innovation : C
Engineering Drawing/CADD: D+
PCB Design & Prototyping : B

Wth sia , 3.333 zzz . Just give me a 3.4 lah =x

hmmmm , now its 12.34am 07/10/06 , goin to fujie bdae celebration later at 3.30pm lol.

anw.. Happy Birthday Dude ! ;)

Lazy to blog in detail already , quite tired today =S

Before i go , just to guai lan abit...

" the hatred ( hating Delifrance ) is growing stronger & stronger everyday" lol. Everywhere i go , i see delifrance wtf.

Well cya !

2006-10-05T00:13:00.000+08:00

On the opposite coast of sadness
is something called a smile

On the opposite coast of sadness
is something called a smile
But before we can go there,
is there something we're waiting for?

In order to chase our dreams,
we can't have a reason to run away
We've got to go, to that far away summer's day

If we find it tomorrow, we can't sigh
Because like a boat that opposes the stream
we have to walk straight on

In a place worn down by sadness
something called a miracle, is waiting
Yet we are still searching
for the sunflower that grows at the end of spring

The warrior who awaits the morning light
before he can clasp it with red nails, his tears
glitter and fall

Even if we've grown used to loneliness
only relying on the light of the moon
We have to fly away with featherless wing
just go foward, just a little further

As the rainclouds break
the wet streets sparkling
Although it brings only darkness
A powerful, powerful light
helps push us to walk on..

Very meaningful :)

2006-10-02T21:42:00.000+08:00

Finally dint work today , phew ~

Never work = no life
Work = no life too

-______________-

Aiyer , yesterday was the most fucked up at work lol , alot of fucked up customers =O I think is gay la.. weekends.. only 3 waiters >_> i mean seriously is not enough la.. somemore is 3 inexperienced waiters. Manager got scolded the most yesterday , the customer was like sooooo attitude can , expecting Royal treatment , fingers for u all lol.

" no no no , i donnnntttt wantt , i already said i donnnnttt wannnt... why you still deliver to me? im very dissapointed by you all.. Dont keep say sorry... "

" Im waiting for very long already , where is my drink huh , Desssmonddd ~ "

Seriously speaking , if any customers insult me till the extend of vulguarity , i will just throw off my cap & like what desmond said.. point them middle fingers and say " i quit already , now we're on equal term , wtf u want? "

HAHAHA , u will say... " where the hell is your professionalism !?!? "

Man.. and i will shoot u back.. " professionalism dont come with a pathetic $3.50 pay ! "

Yeah , but complain is complain , who dont complain about work , right? Its my choice to work there & im gonna stick with it (my choice ) through ! At least im learning new things now :)

Went to gym today then to swimming lol , i deproved ALOT at swimming.. thinking back those days during like primary 5? I could swim 8 laps non-stop breaststroke when i am doing my Bronze Award... guess how many laps i can swim now?! I aint gonna tell u ~ =P lol.

Hmmm aight , 1 litre of tears.. Ima coming for u ! Ufoo ~

2006-09-30T11:47:00.000+08:00

K - Only Human Performance.

2006-09-30T00:39:00.000+08:00

Just a small update on where am i & what i am doing now... fucks man very busy to even have time to use my comp .. arghh

Currently working in Delifrance at Compass point . Wanted to try out F&B life , wanna know how it works & such... Man.. i got so many fucking job interviews/lobangs , but i chose a $3.50 job.. and guess what?

Its fucking fucked up ! $3.50 work , u need to do sai kang ( odd jobs ) , i only work for 2nd day only , they expect so much like im a senior executive -.- Not trying to give excuses for my not up to expectations performance.. but.. zzz . Shall not elaborate much on it already. I will work hard & make sure im indispensable! ;)

Im goin for kickboxing then to work tml lol , dun say " siao ah , not tired meh? " Cause i will only say 1 thing.....

" Im SUPERMAN ! Ufooooo ~ "

Anything just leave a msg on my taggie board ( i reckon anyone will ever do that lah.. )

PS : Kirsch , if u happen to view my blog.. i will find some time down to patronise your store ;) So sorry >.< been busy lately =( . Take care !

2006-09-25T01:30:00.000+08:00

SUPPORT JOHNATHAN LEONG !!!

2006-09-21T23:19:00.000+08:00

I am back from my Kickboxing chalet ! Anyone missed me?! HAHA perhaps no :) but i just gotta say , eh nope i mean i gotta shout out loud.. " i just attended the best chalet of my life !! " ;)

Monday -

Met up with Felicia & Dellion at Tampines Interchange. Zhong Yan came later. So we set off to the chalet.. pretty sad right? 4 people?! But nah... this when all the good show begins.. and all those memorable experiences come into place !!

Took Bus 29 and headed to the SAF Chalet , its located at Changi btw , its kinda near changi village !

Its my first time at the SAF chalet , hell its soo much bigger then Downtown east chalet ! Its double storey , with spiral staircase linking up to the 2nd floor , pretty cool huh ! There's 2 toilets , 2 bedroom , kitchen AND the living room can fit in more then 50 person ! That big !

We played DaiDee inside the room hahaha , i only know a tiny winnie bit , so Felicia taught me , THANKS!! Yeah , and the noob become the pro ! =x

Norman & Hesther came later. Norman's super friendly!! We headed over to Changi Village to eat! The Ipoh Horfun was great !

Oh yea.. did i mention Hester brought her Dog , Jingle with her?! lol. Soo long since i played with a dog from close range ever since my grannie's one passed away long ago.

The great monday end off with heart to heart chat with norman and zhong yan inside our room. Norman shared alot of things with us in many aspects of life , such talks are great , he made me admire him ;) Eh i aint gay or what , jus that i felt he's just 19 & he experienced so much things ! Hmm yeah. By the end of day 1 , i already felt very welcomed =D

Tuesday -

Worked up at 10am , Felicia kicked me & make me wake up lol -.- She's a fun person to be with ! Bathed and get our ass ready for...

PUALA UBIN TRIP !

Okay lah i very sua ku or what , its my first time there to Cycle ! =x Every of us went , yeah and Jingle went too lol. We rent our bikes and headed off. What make the trip extra fun was Jingle lol.

Cause Jingle's an hyper active dog & Hesther tied the lesh to her bike , Jingle was basically using its almighty strength and pull Hesther's bike along with it , as it was chasing the bikes infront LOL. Can u imagine that? A average sized dog doing that?! Yeah.. its fun lah.. at times the lesh broke off and we went like " omfg " and try to lure it back haha. At times those wild dogs try to chase us & jingle too !

The cycling tracks were so much different from those Pasir ris park , East coast and such. The slopes are fucking steep. Thanks to zhong yan , or maybe i might crush myself into the trees lol.

We chatted with one of the villager over there for quite a period of time , its very interesting to hear him describe what's life in Ubin. He's a friendly chap too , welcomed us alot. He had this super duper big sized wild boar which he rear for ELEVEN YEARS. OMG? Its bigger in size then me ! WTH!!

Hmm yup , cycled abit more and headed back to changi , lucky there's peeps there who know how to read a map. The Reason? I failed Map Reading , during my sec sch days ! HAHA ! Before i bath , the sentosa people called me suddenly to tell me about my interview , wth , they asked me to describe myself & my working experiences so suddenly?! My body's still filled with dirts brought back from ubin. lol.

Changed up and met up with coach at Tampines mall , shopped stuffs for BBQ , took taxi back. We ate over at Changi Village & met up with ShiFu. Yep.. and Tues night end off with more Daidee & UNO. lol.

Wednesday -

Woke up at around 8am , Coach brought us to Old Changi Hospital , its my first visit there , omfg ! Quite errie even though its in the morning. We dint explore much places. Next , we went to walk around the Old Commando Camp , nth interesting as some places are locked O.o , i rmb at one building.. there a wall , coach mentioned that in the past... Satanic events were held there =O

WTF MAN , Changi is a SCARY PLACE ! lol.

We went to the beach area for a walk & headed back. Coach made us fried egg & cooked fries for us to eat ! THANKS ! He certainly know how to cook O.o

I went to have a nap till those people started coming for the BBQ ard 6pm. Quite a number of people turned up ! Food was great and such ;) At night , a group of us headed to Old Changi Hospital !

Fucks , its 13 of us lol. Rumors said that it should be Even no. hmm well.. lol. Kinda scary , there's girls & guys inside our group. Funny thing is , me , zhen wei & 2 other guys ( sorry i forget your names =\ ) held held each other's arms and walk behind the group hahaha ! Can see that the guys are more humji then the girls =X But on the other hand , at least we got balls to walk behind. Yeah , but its better this way too , can sorta like 'protect' the group too , in case anything happen , oh yeah , we only got 1 mini torch light =S . Cant really explain in detail what happened , just very errie , very different from daytime ( duh ! ) .

Went back , some of them left =\ . But some decided to stay overnight. Marcus decide to play daidee with forfit -.-

Loser eat Otah. WTH?! We already very full lol -.- Yeah , i lose some & won some. Everyone ate till wanna puke =S . But its fun , those.. " wah u die liao lah.. prepare eat liao hoh " Then we played True or dare. Dont really wanna say about it , kinda ruin mood =S .

Slept at 4am after watching some fucking lame show...

Thursday -

Oh hell ! Its the last day already !! Its like sooo fast =( . Woke up and ate Nasi Lemak with OTAH. wtf lol. Otah madness. Chit-Chatted abit & we parted ways ! =( .

Chalet ended =(

Its over like so fast ! I must said i learn alot from this chalet , lucky i went ! Its so nice to take a break from those computers and everyday life and do something different. Its mentally relaxing , those experiences learnt are invaluable ! I met new friends , know each other better & such. I feel very comfortable with them ! We were too busy & excited to take pictures yeah.. so that's it ! Im back to normal life again !

Shall update some other days.. ;)

2006-09-18T00:17:00.000+08:00

16th sept finally's over. Yeah that's means my birthday is over.

One of the most memorable bdae i must say ;) Thanks lots to those who wished me !! =D

Celebrated with my family & friends. Because of some last minute work , lack of funds & poor time management , almost screwed everything up zzz. Thanks Alby for sorta helping also , giving me ideas and such !

Intended to Bball with Dai's grp & weesiong they all , then head over as a grp to eat together. But Heaven like to make fun of people , i reached the basketball court , it started raining cats & dog , god damn it. =x

Weesiong they all went back home =\ So i proceed on to Plan B ... MOVIE ! Hell , yeah like i said , heaven like to make fun of people , but i think that's the best joke they given me on my birthday , cause somehow.. PLAN B should be PLAN A !!

Went home , changed and met up with mum & dad for dinner at Rivervale Mall , its heart-warming thing ! (: Met up with the rest of the peeps , chanel & co at Compass Point. Chanel & co ended up not going , cause they were wearing bball attire =\ . Thanks anyway !! ;)

Decided to watch "John Carter Must die " it was hilarous ! Ufoo , 3 & a 1/2 star to that show ! I was suffering inside , had a bad flu -.- i stuffed tissue inside my nose for most part of the show. Thanks Lester for the Tissue , or else i would have died inside HAHA.

Oh yea , i dint mention about the surpise.. Dai they all went to get me a Hersey Pie with a candle on top & sang me birthday song !! omfg? Hell , i was touched !!!!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH ! First time ever ! =DDD

After the show , we head over the Clark Quay to see the night life there. See how's clubbing like lol , for me i still have like... 355 days to clubbing ! UFOO ~ Those people are like so much fucking big size then us. Next year , my muscles' gonna be bigger then them ! ^^

Aik kim , des & jun leong ( sorry , i dunno how's ur name spelled ) went home first , the rest of us went to Mac to slack around , chatted there , again.. we were the youngest inside the mac there AHHHHH. Guess that's what night life in clark quay area is about !!

Took NR6 back home , slept at 6am this morning.. Yep that's all ;) Very tired to blog already , my nose's still like tap -.- sian.

Nights ! Upload pics next time.

2006-09-15T23:56:00.000+08:00

SAY! SAY! SAY !!

UFOOO ~~ Its the time of the year again , when MY BIRTHDAY ARRIVES..^^

Yeah just to say a few words before i finally turn 17 =)

Hmmm , i dont really know what to say ( jaw drops ) .. but the past 16 years of life has been great , great as in.. not only PURE happiness , yeah sadness too. But what's important is that I learn from setbacks and use those setbacks as stepping stone to a better future ;) That's what life's supposed to be isnt it?

17 sounds like a big word =O Probably im breaking away from the 16 ( people regards you as a secondary sch student ) , yeah perhaps that's how i feel.

17 also means , 2 more years to NS.. 2 more years to experiment with hairs , 2 more years to when u wake up and first thing is see is , MALES. 17 also means that , i can go clubbing next year UFOO ~ , M18 shows ( i already watched it before lol ) ..

Many many more things.. yeah ! 17 on to 18 is gonna be a great year for me UFOOOOO ~

I have many many wishes this birthday *slurps* hahaha !!

Alrite folks ... its time i go UFOOOOO on MSN with my crazy pals..

Happy early 17th birthday to me..

2006-09-15T13:21:00.000+08:00

I dont quite know
How to say
How I feel

Those three words
Are said too much
They're not enough

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

will you?

2006-09-11T01:43:00.000+08:00

Finally back to my own comfortable room , what a day .. =\ Woke up at 9.30am , very pissed off cause i dint slept much -.- when the alarm ring at 10am , was more pissed >_> the 1/2 an hour felt like 3 seconds. Rushed down to Hougang MRT to meet Alan & Tommy. Reached Boon Lay at 1205pm lol , they were already waiting there , so set off to Nanyang Community Club . The Grading start at 2pm , we reached at 1230 -.- Was veryyyyyyy boreeeedddd there . As part of the commitee , alan & me went to set up tables and unpack those paddings & body guards.

Fast foward......

OMG Finally its our turn to do our grading stuffs , suddenly my legs went weak & jellyfied -.- wtf , what a great time -.- . The floor was ultra slippery too. Yah did those punches and kicks with the force just enough to kill an ant >_> . Very dissapointed though ~ Everyone in Bei Quan Dao took a group photo ! More of like a family woo hoo =D Its full name is... " Bei Quan Dao Martial Arts Training Center " . Lined up to collect our belts and its time to say good bye ! Reached at 1230pm , depart at 6pm.. woah lol.

Took the shuttle bus to woodlands and we hanged out with some of our seniors to eat at Causeway Point =D Those seniors are fun ! =x Then headed back to Compass Point to accompany Guang tze to eat lol. Yeah that's all. My aunt came back from australia , she nv buy clothes for me =

Sorry to Daidai they all , i reached Sengkang very late , cant join u guys =

Errr , some liquor + coffee + milk from Australia

Its GOODBYE to (dirty) White Belt .... ( btw , our so called belt are tied around our hand.. )

And , HELLO to Yellow Belt ( woah , it look damn clean ! =x )

There's a story behind the colour of the belt .. Eg , my white belt suppose to look white.. but during ancient time , those martial artists are lazy to wash them .. as time goes by.. the VERY VERY CLEAN WHITE BELT become yellow ... just like my white belt pic ( that's why im destinated to be promoted to yellow belt lol ). And i have no idea why it become Green next , maybe mould grew on it. Blue , maybe Fungi lol. Red , maybe there's blood. Brown then Black , cause it's damn dirty by then. lol.

Yeah , that's a rough idea how the colour of the belts came about =P

Bball tml at 4pm , im very tired ..

Byebye !

2006-09-09T18:46:00.000+08:00

Hmm hmm ...

Feeling exhausted now =\ those days of sleeping at 4am is taking a toll on me. And i haven been giving my body much rest either. 1 day of rest , 3 & more days of sports. Not a very right ratio here. My legs are having the aches , cause i force my muscles to recover faster then normal for kickboxing and other activities & i dint rest much =\ Normally serious muscles aches will take 1 week to recover , i used 3 days =x I shall share some 'personal' tips on how to speed up recovery of muscles later on...

tml there's grading for kickboxing , my turning backthrust still sucks lol , cause i feel giddy when i turn -.- LACK OF SLEEP , LACK OF SLEEP !!! For like since dunno how many donkey years , finally i will sleep before 12am today lol =x A test to myself. =x

Well ... here goes some 'personal' tips on how to make legs muscles recover faster , i collect tips everywhere and compile them myself =x Dunno will it works , it works for me though lol. I will advise peeps to let it recover itself though..

First Day - Stretch Stretch and more stretch ! The first day is when you can do most of the stretching as the aches havent really set in. Apply heat balm , relax ur muscles.. what i mean of relax is.. sit down , legs on the floor , dont put any pressure on it , gently tap ur affected muscles ( e.g. Thighs ) , shake ur muscles -.- yes, shake it .. when u're in relax position , and u shake it.. the muscles will go 'boink boink ' lol. Let your muscles have enough rest , that's very crucial.

Second day - During bathing , perhaps when u finish bathing , turn up the temperatue of the heater to something slightly hot , rinse it on ur affected areas till u feel comfortable or feel sian =x , off the heater.. let the cold water run through your legs for awhile. Saw on newspaper , this hot and cold method sorta increase the muscles recovery rate , i think so =\ . Apply heat balm again ! And do those relaxations exercise. If you can stretch it , stretch it gently. If you cant , dont do it , u will perhaps end up in hospital for tearing your muscles lol.

Third day - do the same as the second day lol.

Well this might sound crazy or noob or maybe totally wrong method.. so its up to yourselves ! =D

Aiyer , im lazy already .... Wish me luck tml ! ;)

2006-09-06T23:17:00.000+08:00

I think it feels good to do things which u excel at , it gives u a sense of sastification and bring up your confidence level !

Yep i played Soccer today ! Suppose to play at the old street soccer court today , but some ass abolished it and change to a basketball court -_- Its so rare to find a street soccer court nowadays booo ~ And Singapore still wanna fight their way through world cup? __ if u want , build more places for teenagers to play soccer , so we dont need to invade basketball court and cause those bball-ers to feel fed up.

So we went JJ's house that area to play ! Yeah some friendly match lol. We played 3-4 match in total , which team that got me ALWAYS win , dunno why XD HAHAHA. Guess that's the only sport so far that i dont feel inferior , been playing soccer ever since like primary 6. Guess i can read the game well =x Oh well , gimme a space to boost abit can? After so many mths of being the inferior one in EVERY basketball game , finally i feel like a MAN again lol. I sounds like i am impotent =X

Hmmm then there's this guai lan boy lol , he's sec2 , i poly year 1 so i call him boy =D Whenever he tackle someone , he pulls everyone shirt -.- JJ was pissed , rare to see him pissed off . Well cheng hong manage to do justice for us =X lol.

Yeah came home , bathed and watch SG idol . The reason im watching is because of Jasmine & Jonathan . Jonathan is hot =X Jasmine is pretty !

Actually look at Jasmine , she's 18 .. she's a SG idol top4 finalists perhaps on her way to become the next SG idol. She could soon hit stardom and MAYBE Asia recognition ( pardon my spelling lol ) in years to come. We are 17+ and on the way to 18 , " Yi Shi Wu Cheng " lol . I think i point out a very good cause for everyone to reflect upon ..

Is it time to think about our future? Is it time to get out of that turtle shell and create something magcial and make your life meaningful? =D

Yeah well , shall end off here .. my eyes are kinda dry now ..

Take care all ;)

2006-09-05T22:43:00.000+08:00

Hmm finally got to rest after 6 continous days of exercising , gym , basketball , kickboxing. Phew ~ Tired =\

I had my first ever kickboxing committee yesterday , we were unveal(is it spelled like this? ) to other members and senior management. Sounds cool huh , senior management lol.

Due to 'pressure' from cca , i finally went for a blood test !

Wad blood test?! AM I DYING? Wait...... no i arent =P Okay not funny. I think is for preventive measures , let's say when we spar and we bleed non-stop if we get cut ( CHOY ! ) and paramedics come and ask what blood group this dude is , we say "dunno? " = DAMNIT .

I went to test for my blood group today at the polyclinic. OMFG , ONE WHOLE TESTTUBE of my blood ! Can u believe that?! Guess what?

Two seconds after she inserted the needle , my blood jus shoot into the testube , filled it full. Two seconds omfg. The blood's flowing at such high velocity !! I was looking at the process all the time lol , i was wondering if let's say my wound dont close up( CHOY ! ) , how much blood will flow , eh no i mean shoot out lol. =x

Nth special huh , i dont feel pain when the needle pierce through lol , im strong afterall XD But kinda scary , the needle is like quite thick hahahaha.

Eh been feeling abit dizzy after the blood test -.- maybe its due to the lack of sleep im getting ... Been watching Dramas like Densha Otoko and Anime like Naruto , Bleach & recently the old slam dunk on YouTube . AND AND AND ! I been playing Trickster Online ! LOL , finally can login after days of trying ! =DDD

Omg now i sound like a otaku HAHAHAHAHA.

Kickboxing Grading this Sunday , Turning BackThrust .. Im gonna master you ! =x

Okay ending off here , i think this post got alot of grammer mistakes , feeling quite dizzy to concentrate =\

Nites.

2006-09-04T14:42:00.000+08:00

Guess i need to seek for Aunt Agony badly ! HAHAHA !!

Life of a normal teenager & a normal family =\

2006-09-02T23:32:00.000+08:00

Wad's up ?!?! lol btw just wanna clear up in those previous posts , im not unfriendly , im just NOT THAT SOCIABLE ENOUGH hahaha , sorry for the wrong use of word ! =P Big difference between unfriendly and not sociable enough !

I cannot wake up at all today for my gym session , so i FORCED my half dead body outta my bed. I promised i will go gym today , yeah i went ! =D

Kinda noob in there lol , first time went to school de cca gym. Oh btw , side track abit.. my dress sense for today looks weird , sports shoes with bemudas -_- . I trained my thigh till it trembles after that =x Omfg is like sooo sooo much compared to wad i did at outside gym. Guess that's the pressure when u workout in sch gym ! But that's good , can train !! Then Felicia's boyfriend asked me to do some train back thigh muscles de 'workout' lol , my legs tremble even more !! lol. Think over strain , never did that much before..

Then went for kickboxing session , today quite slack , played 'games' . Omfg lol , kickboxing today was great , i saw xuan jie kuan hahaha. Yeah did and learn alot of self-defense movement today lol ! I can be a assassin already , who wanna employ me?! =x I had more info on today session , but shall not blog out ;) Blogging is fun , yet a silent killer .. yeah.

Then after session , took down those items inside the first aid kit , im from the logistic lol. Yeah then Simon asked if we wanna go eat .. so yup went to eat.

Today is 'friendly day ' =P I kinda not that shy anymore lol. Felicia and her boyfriend joked around with me and tommy lol. I look not that sociable =x Yup and i talked to Marcus hahaha . He got that wang lee hom kind of look hahaha , okay i sound gay , but he's a freaking black belt , shld be argubly one of the best fighter there. Yup and chatted with my new 'friend' Pei Ruan lol. First time talk to her despite being in kickboxing for quite some time =x She's in SBM ! That's should be the place i shld be studying =X lol i thought she was in year one .. but she's year two =\ . Shit im like one of the youngest in kickboxing there.

Ate with them and went back home by 86. And my mp3 freaking went low batt when i played the most nice song on my mp3 RAHHH.

Tml going to bball with auggy , and TRY my best to get money and go shopping with my mum =X Shall get a good rest tml.

I got kickboxing chalet on 14-18th sept ! It's gonna be fun ! Tons of activites!

16th is my birthday ! *HINT* =X

somehow i wish .. you could reply me more =\

Alrite nights =)

2006-09-01T22:52:00.000+08:00

Sorry for that emo post ytd , guess i need some place to rant my problems.. yeah , sorry if i scared anybody =\

Yep , Happy Teacher's day !

Went back to NVSS ytd , very shag , i cant sleep the day before.. cough till i shout fuck lol. Nvss still the same , just some changes.. kinda miss those days i was at sch , those fun and those noise and nonsense we created. Yeah.

Im the lucky few who can walk in wearing slippers , why? Cause i guai lan with those guai lan security guards lol. To defeat guai lan , u needa be guai lan =x they chose the wrong target lmao.

Performance wise , i tink jasmine they all did a freaking GREAT job ! Kudos to them ! Then visited some teachers... teachers like mdm nashita ( her hair is shorter then mine wtf lol ) , mrs yim , spencer ng , xu lao shi , mdm yow & mdm lee. Surprisingly mdm lee can rmb my name after TWO YEARS omfg.. my name is kinda hard to rmb one lol. And spencer ng still rmb me.. im still called a 'rocker' by him hahaha ;) And GUESS WHAT?! Our cohort spirit of combing people/ making noise was back ! hahaha , though is sad.. but this kinda fun , as this is what is always do.. yeah memories. But fear not , i dint whack anyone okay! ;)

Yeah something sad is.. Mrs Bethany Tan left to teach a private school. Sigh... guess i really dun have a chance to say thanks to her.

i told jerene on msn something...

" maybe its fated im goin to be a superstar / pop star one day.. so can i go to the super sunday's 'search people' programme to find bethany tan "

HAHAHAHAHA ! ( okay im just dreaming )

Had a great chat with sammy ytd , sigh.. Thanks alot man !! ;)

I gotta admit , i cant juggle between cliques. I guess i have too many and dont have a main one i assume. And i gotta admit , i nv contact people much nowadays.. i know that problem .. trying hard to solve things. I guess i arent very competent. I arent a very friendly person too , its by nature im like that. Im not like the Great DaiDai whose born with the skills to have many friends and can keep contact with everyone. Yeah.. i arent those people born with special skills.. but i will work hard to reduce that gap ;)

Went out with Aloy and Sammy today , had a great great day with them ! Went around bugis street and bugis junction. Yeah again im fussy lol. I cant decide which clothes to buy , cause i have limited budget.. i dun wanna regret hahaha. So yep bought one frm freshbox.

Some meaningful thoughts :

Try to have a main clique so that they understand you better or throughly. And when u're absent , they can sense it. Reduce the chance of being pangseh-ed.

Like what everyone says , secondary sch friends are the one u will contact with them for life , i not saying u dont mix with primary sch frens or poly frens .. jus that somehow we are closer to sec sch frens. After all , u had the most memorable memories at sec sch :)

Learn to take things in your stride , no one will want to see a unhappy person ;)

Yeah and sorry for showing attitude to some the past few days , i had very little sleep and sick. So really cant control my temper . So sorry =\

Ending off here , gym and kickboxing IM COMING FOR YOU GUYS TML !!

Have an early nights everyone , drink more water , the weather arent good and everyone is sick , yeah take care everyone ! =D

2006-08-31T18:22:00.000+08:00

I am jus back from playing basketball in the rain. Been playing in the rain for the 2nd time already.

The reason which kept me from bathing and decide to blog first , is to raise some issues.

First , WTF IS WRONG WITH METROSEXUAL? Guys cannot have long hair isit? So guys with long hair = gay , and guys who are botak or GI = monks? Wtf is wrong?

In this new society , guys carry certain type of bags girls do , guys paint their fingernails , some guys even wore G-string.. so wad's the big deal with guys having long hair? As long as u dont have dirty hair , its still decent.

If you dont like my hair , raise it in INFRONT OF ME , dun be a gay pussy ass and say things behind my back. U keep short hair , that's ur prob , i keep long hair and THAT'S MY PROBLEM. People do and go different images. Before u say my hair is gay , look at your's... does it even look good enough? I dont care if i sound xia lan or wad.. before u wanna comment , think it through. I made perfect sense in this issue raised.

Short hair can be for Fit , Punk , Hot kind of images etc etc
Whereas Long hair can be for Jrock , gothic , japanese kind of images etc etc.

I think no matter how much i do and impress , i will never hold a important role in any of those clique i had. I am always just a sidekick. Whenever i try to raise an issue in MSN , no one wanna reply me. No matter how much i improve in basketball , no one wanna pass the ball to me. I am kinda sick of such things. One moment u can be with me , another moment later , i got pang seh. If that's was you how will u feel?

" you're born to be PangSeh-ed one lah... "

Yeah i sound emo now .. things jus piles up and i cant take it. Try to imagine shouting to a crowd and no 1 hears you...

2006-08-28T19:56:00.000+08:00

Its been 1 week since i last blogged. No one cares , okay fuck it.

Its exam week. Guess what? I haven recover from sickness -___-

Some highlights :

1008 - Engineering Math

Section A was pretty easy , kinda give away marks. But section B was hard , teacher dint train us much on the structured question kind. Think i lost 20 over marks.

1010 - Digital Electronics

Careless-ness is what i gotta say =

1009 - Electric Circuits

Yep had this exam today , i only study like during yesterday night and today morning?! wthh. Partly cause i went to chalet. But luckily , was quite easy.. but was careless again =\ . Boooo ~

DaiDai's Chalet

I went on 26th aug Sat , which happen to my dad's Birthday. Well , Happy Birthday Dad ;) Reached at around 2pm , they were waiting for me .. then we headed to play pool.. I wasnt bad at it ! =X But think the sickness or fatigue caught up with me ... We rent bike $15 for 5pm till 10am. Im suppose to ton over there , but fuck lah.. gt exam on monday & feeling quite sick. I dint even ate the BBQ lor -.- I da bao food back to e chatlet.

Some of us went to night cycling , my first time ! =X Was very very fun ! Woo hoo , but i need to go off early... zzz. Sorry dudes for spoiling the event.. yep they accompany me back to the chalet.. if they dont accompany me back.. i tink i will be stuck there =x Im sucha direction noob XD

Alot ppl was drunk when we came back ! Chanel was a drunk bird hahaha =x They drank absolute vodka , i wanted to drink lah.. but i was sick zzz.

Aik kim shared cabby with me home , THANKS DUDE !!! U are brother enough !! ;)

Thanks & Sorry

Thanks & sorry to those who cycled with me ! Sorry for being so wishy washy deciding to ton or go home , hard choice to make cause i want to play and yet wanna study -.- , and spoilt ur 'party' cause i needa go home , yeah i enjoyed alot ! ;)

Thanks to alby for sending my bike back the next morning and sorry for making u get drenched in the rain.

Thanks to aik kim for sharing the cab fees with me or else i gotta go home alone !

Thanks to DaiDai for the chalet !

Yep that's all for everything , and.. PRAY HARD I DUN NEED TO REPEAT ANY MODULE !!

Goin over to Alan class's chalet tml , some of them invited me. So maybe i will be back on wed =x

Oh yeah.. i saw *her again toady on the bus 86 trip back home. When she walked past me inside e bus , i accidentally albowed her softly =\ She dint look back.. or else i would have said sorry .. Dint realise it was her , but somehow instinct told me its her.. so yeah.. true enough it was her , she dyed her hair . My damn eyesight always spoilt things z_z .

Finally met her after such a long time . Hope we meet each other next sem again.. ( okay i sound despo.. but who cares anyway? )

Time for Pictures ;

2006-08-20T23:36:00.000+08:00

I been sick since thrus , till now im still feeling sick . Walau suayness man , exam is tues !!

Its math. Am racing against time to be FIT again lol.

Did some math today , am starting to feel better already. The past few days i ate and i slept , woo hoo , somehow my muscles grown smaller --; i dunno why either. Wtf.. maybe those viruses ate my muscles away ! =P

Nth much to blog about , just feel bored staying at home and unable to eat those delicious food (junk food ) right infront of you. Sigh =x

Ciao

2006-08-18T16:53:00.000+08:00

Im sick?! Wtf.

Exam's like next week only damn it. I haven even finish studying. Zzz. Some serious fatigue.

I cant pronounce voice correctly lol -_- . Serious Sore Throat =(

Ytd was so weak that i cant even move around much. So i dint bath =X Was so itchy that i cant sleep lol. But really no energy to bath. Dint ate much also.. No fear , i bathed today ! lol ^^

So went to see a Doc today =\ . Alot alot left to study. Sigh..

Felt kinda lonely at the bed , my HP l00ks dead also booooo.

Shall mug if i get better ! Pray its not dengue lol =P

2006-08-14T00:27:00.000+08:00

Alrite !

Yesterday was outing with peeps who i dun regularly meet nowadays , enjoyed !! Went out with eunice , hj , sujun, hazel , auggy & tecky lol. ( auggy and tecky combined sounds funny hahaha) =P No offence btw lol. Had a MEMORABLE NIGHT !! ;)

Suppose to meet at 3.. but as usual.. im well known for my lateness XD Slept at 4am , so cant wake up lol. Was very very exhausted yesterday lol.

So off we went to Marina Square , it was auggy's post bdae celebration lol. So we all went Swensons to eat ! Most of us ordered baked rice , except eunice haha. Ate and ate.. then Jx came ! lol. The bill total up to $99. Woot =\ Yup finished eating and went to walk around... it was 7!

Went to esplanade to watch fireworks ! I tink those ppl who sat on the ground must be pissed when we walked through them lol XD but who cares anyway? =P By then i was 1/2 dead lol. Found a spot.. sat down and wait for the clock to struck 9pm. Time dont flies when u're waiting for stuffs.. and i almost fall asleep while waiting -___-

Some bastards shouted " sit down leh.. let those ppl behind watch the fireworks also lah....." lol. When he say that.. everyone stand! LOL ^^ U bet how pissed he or they was/were.

BOOM BOOM BOOM ! The fireworks were spectacular !!!! Wayyyy better then tuesday's. There's GREEN ! Nice nice okay ! =DDD Too bad i dun have any pictures right now =\ .

3 cheers for the niceee fireworks ! :) When it ended , we walked ONE hour NON-STOP to clarke quay lol. Nice exercise btw lol. It was Jx's idea to view the night life of clarke quay lol. The taxis on the road were tempting ! hahaha. Laughters on the way back home. Eh then walked the 90 steps stairs down to the MRT platform to catch the arrived train lol but it still left haha. Sooo wasted , i think the architect for this design will most likely get sacked lol. Damn him =X Build some LIFTS PLEASEEEEEEEEEE ~ Yup agree with huijuan , though is tiring , but its fun! haha ^^

Wasnt in any mood to take pics , dint look good and in the pink of health hahaha. So no pics for yesterday .. =( . So frigging tired ~ Been sleeping at 4am to 5am for days , think its taking a toll on my body.. BUT BUT BUT !

JUST ONE NIGHT OF GOOD REST , the SUPER FIT KAISEN is back alive !

Went for bball today =X

suppose to study one lol , but guess i needa exercise alittle , everyday stay at home eat junk food and slack around arent good . Had fun ;) only some minor incidents pissed me. When u wanna look at my phone ask me , and even if u asked , hell no i will allow u to view my sms-es , its rude okay ? zzz.

Then went for the 7th month dinner , pei-ed my mummy ;) Dint ate much lol. The MP for this zone shooked my hand lol. He look kinda ang moh-ish.

AND CHELSEA FRIGGING LOST !! YAY !!!!!!!

2006-08-12T00:56:00.000+08:00

My purpose of this post's to.. say SORRY to those nonsensical tags i made at some tagboard -_-

Obviously my IE been playing tricks on me , damn it ! Sooo sorry for those lame tags.. cause my IE cant keep to date with the progress of the tagboard ! ><

2006-08-10T17:31:00.000+08:00

Tag replies ( lazy to tag there hahaha )

Furiko ; screw chao tian ming ! If there's a chance to kick his ass on any carnival , be very very sure i will be there ! ;) I tink whole cohort fail 1222? Shit man , or our class fail only? =\ And exam is coming in ard 12 days?! Damn it !! I haven study =(

Jerene ; lol sept issue of wink up and duet?! Easy =P go steal lol. U and Furiko dress up as Ninja and break into the shop =P Then tml straits time headline will be.. " Japanese Ninjas INVADE Singapore" LOL hahahaha =x Ehh Happy National Day too ! woo hoo , i slept through the whole parade -_-

Suzaku ; lol. Tagged and linked already ;)

Yueqi ; HEY ! Sooo long dint hear from you already , see ur blog like u're so stress neh o.O JC really that hard to cope?? =( . Click is nice ! Awesome , and nice imagination of the future ! The story was sad though , feel like tearing.. but I DINT TEAR haha. Eh when u watch the fireworks? Its awesome isnt it? =DD How i wish those "metor shower -like " fireworks last ! =D

Okay i slept till very late today too ! Nothing much to do now =( My frens had sch , i dont lol. Think gonna study soon ba.. kinda not much time left already.. sigh..

Anw here's my horoscope for today , was surfing around friendster and get bored..

" If you never stop to smell the roses, you will never know how sweet life can truly be., There is no need to rush around today -- despite what anyone else may say. You are in a period of fullness right now, where a lot of what you have been working for has finally been integrated into your life. But you won't realize this unless you slow down and coast for a while. There's no need to put out every fire that pops up. Sometimes the chaos of life can be enriching."

Meaningful huh? hurhur. I find those quotes great ! Nice meaning behind those beautiful words =D Once in a while , horoscope give u nice and easy stuffs to understand ;)

Alrite till next time..

Take care !

2006-08-09T17:39:00.000+08:00

Okay its national day today.. Happy National Day Singapore ! :) Thanks for giving us such a warm and nice place to stay in ;)

Monday - Watched Click with my peeps. It's funny like hell. Had a great laugh.

Tues - Sadness , cant get back to NVSS to see see cause there's frigging sch. I shld not have went sch at all damn it. zzz . Teacher go through and give us answer for the papers only -.- somemore im late >_> . Cant wake up at all.. Im suppose to leave house at 8.15am , but i only woke up at that time.

I sat on my bed and told myself to MOVE.. my body just refuse to move.. -.-

BUT BUT !! Highlights of Tuesdays goes like this...

I taught Alan & Ann Digital Electronics hahaha ;)

Went home after sch , slept.. and went out for the Firework Fiesta ! Woo hoo , nice fireworks ! We spend like an hour of journey to watch 15min of firework? Or less.. so sat around and decide where to go.. Soooo , we walked from Esplanade to Cineleisure -.-

Frigging long journey.. on the way saw SMU , my future school hahaha. Took some retarded picture outside SMU =P

Yep.. walk and walk.. FINALLY we reach town -_- Yep slacked around and went to eat Subway. DAMN IT ! I got conned lol. The person dint gimme the chips / cookie . This is my FIRST time to subway.. call me sua ku or what.. i dun care hahaha. But i tink its not worth it.. kinda expensive -.- That's why i nv consider eating subway =p Woo hoo , i tink the rest still wayyy better then subway.

But im goin again .. for wad? TO GET MY REVENGE ! Im gonna steal an extra packet of chips.. cause they owe me one !!!! hahaha -.-

Then went back home , while waiting for the MRT , we play and did retarded stuffs lol. And start the Combing trend. =P Dint really play lah.. jus ABOUT to start.

But poor desmond.. Guai lan too much in e train.. end up we whack him lol. And we pushed the blame to the Bangalahs =x

By then was 12am already.. Slacked around at CP , had a heart-to-heart chat with them ! Lol , very very fun. They are the one who understands my idealogy now , or rather.. share the same idealogy with me right now. Being with them makes me feel so relaxed and enjoyable. Yeah , we talk everything under the sun.. yeah everything lol.

Chat & chat ....

IT WAS 2.30 AM ! So we walked home , i got to walk the longest.. not fair lol. Was so so so tired. Sigh

Kinda no mood at sch at tuesday.. so just keep quiet whole day and ignore some comments and such.. totally no mood to play. Yeah.. so if i had offeneded anyone.. sorry ya.

Listening to Huang Yi Da's Yi Miao De An Wei ( a moment of consolation ) now.. kinda sad song.. I just lie on bed and think through some stuffs.. suddenly...

Mrs Beathny Tan came into my mind ! So long after O's had passed , i haven even thanks & sorry to her.

Thanks for not giving up on me , thanks for showing care and concern at the very last stage of O's , giving us great tuition and pointers.

Sorry for being such a nuisance in your class and making u sad. Sorry for disrespecting u.

Think i mention this few months back , yeah.. had not really have a chance to say thanks and sorry to her.. well this coming teacher's day.. IM GONNA GET MY ASS BACK TO NVSS! ;)

Had quite a number of pals still in NVSS , but dint really go and have a nice chat with them.. kinda drifted apart now =\

I LOVE U ALL !=D

Its 6 now .. time for some exercise and bathing ! ;) hope i dun fall asleep later again >_> Pics will be up the next time !

Alrite till next time ,

Cya !

2006-08-06T15:12:00.000+08:00

Me , Eunice , Nicole.
From top left : Eunice , Nicole , Jerene,
Chanel (bird =P ) and me !
Woot its us again !
I asked the front row to do this ! hahaha
Me and huiru . ( PS: my hair looks gay lol..cause i sweated -.- )
Us again !
"candid" hahaha.
Siyin and me.
Dai and me ( he's been appearing in my blog for alot of times =.= hahaha)

Eh here's how my yesterday went..

1030am - woke up and called desmond yeap . For wad? Cosplay event. =D
12pm - meet desmond yeap and went to town , saw Yolanda =O

Reached town at 12++ lol , met up wif daidai , and went to watch. Kinda small stage.. and being the short me.. i cant see much shits.. so i went in to eat and such lol. All this while we were waiting for Kaixin to come lol. Crapped ard.. and i did a holy act . HAHAHA.

Then daidai went off first. So me and desmond slacked ard. BAH! Saw suzzane and samantha =D
Then saw Kaixin.. chatted abit den went to slack again -.- Saw Michelle Kok , woot lol. She's a Ambassador ( pardon my spelling ) for Pioneer Xbox 360 . Desmond yeap went to play against 1 of the peeps there and he "won" lol. Won a goodie bag too =p

Then we parted ways , he went his own gathering.. i went for.. 4E3 class gathering !!!

Met at Marina Bay MRT. First thing they saw me was... " OMFG kaisen , wad happen to ur hair?! " lol. K and i was branded with some nicknames like " ah du" and " malaysian worker" wtf. Okay so there wasnt much change in the rest lol. BUT !! Nelson can do 7 pull ups now. FUCK?! From a ZERO , just few months = SEVEN ?! He's in TP's canoe polo team sia ! They accept anyone and let them join and train them... for NYP's kayaking team.. this is for u ---> __ lol.

Then went eat steamboat lol. Sit wif phylis , chanel , ying chain , yunting , guojie and weesiong lol. Then well our table are sad lol.. the raw food i tink we take 1-2 round nia LOL. Okay very sad.. $11 for cooked food like.. nuggets and such =\ But , really had fun with them.. laughed alot !!! We put too much magaraine , and end up.. everyone was afraid of taking the food hahah.

Hmmm then after food was phototaking session lol , and there's fireworks.. so a few of us went to see , quite nice lol. But by far the nicest is.. the countdown's .. The new year countdown this year ! Yeah , spoke to Nicole about her life at poly.. she's friendly lol. I thought she will disturb me hahaha. =DD

Then some went off 1st already.. the remaining peeps went to play pool. Played for an hour i tink.. Daidai came lol. He came for 10mins.. jus to shoot some pics hahaha. Taught siyin Pool lol. I tink i am a bad teacher lah hahaha. But nevertheless , she gt a feel of pool lol. Woo hoo , not bad already.. So yup.. we all decided to went home.

The first bus was cramped , so some small grp sneak off to another bustop -.- Errr.. then eunice called.. said Jerene's ring was lost O.O . So me , dai , guojie and nelson went to find it O.O . It was so frigging dark , they off-ed the light.. so its kinda hard to find =\ The Handphone's camera light's nt strong enough =\ .

Then it was 1130pm already.. i tink last bus.. lol.. so we RAN for like 100m? The 100m seems like the longest 100m i ran lol. So yup.. caught all the last trains. Saw Desmond's grp lol. Crapped around at MRT.. we were the loudest lmao. We have the SIZE ! Then gj went off first.

We all alighted at SK , stay ard CP and crap with Nelson and Dai , memories came flying back. Talked about how's sec3 and sec4 o.O To be very HONEST , that two years was the best of my sec sch life ! Yeah.. no wonderlast time teachers said.. " your Secondary School friends will gonna be your friends for life. " Yep.. i really missed those days. I wish .. we can like wear our sch uni and go back NVSS and "study" for a day lol. =P How great that will be.. *sigh*

Yep.. think that's all... i slept at 5.30am this morning lol cause i went home at around 2++am. My body feels weird now lol. Yesterday , i was soooo enegertic woo hoo.. rare can? =x

K write till here bah , shall go and eat . Shld i go bball? lol.

Ciao.

2006-08-03T23:34:00.000+08:00

Okay was lazy to blog yesterday.

Went back to NV for awhile with daidai , we end up getting caught for sneaking in lol. Mdm Nashita saved our ass XD She's still looking good lah.. look slim even after her baby is born lol. She's a great teacher ! Anw ,that fucking indian teacher and that fucking indian security guard were annoying. The security guard said that our long hair dun look like we are students , more of like school drop out.

__ her , cause u only gt this poly period to try out funny hairstyles. Yep daidai came to my sch also , lol .. poly are suppose to be boring okay , cause is a school afterall lol.

Programming sucks alrite , other class do basic funtions like plus minus times divide , they get 60 marks.. how about we? we get like 40? Enough is enough man.. 1st chao bastard cant teach.. 2nd , he changes marks and dun follow other class style of marking.. the point is that.. we are under the same course and the same module.. C# , why our grading scheme is like soooo different? -_- Is already my luck to be taught by chao zzz , then this crap.. wtf.

Erm jus kinda piss off today..by being too kind & soft hearted , u get bullied. Yeah fuck that.. I had enough of that in secondary school already.. soooo , i dun wanna see myself getting bullied again for being too kind. My albow hurts now fuck it. That's e reason im pissed.

Im gonna adopt a new hairstyle in time to come.. guess the trend im following?

ITS... Jrock ! ( or visual rock or wadver u name it , i know nuts about it for now.. gonna research on them after my exams )

I cant upload them now.. perhaps tml? o.O lol. Something's wrong with blogger.

And i still sucks at bball-ing . zzz .

Replies to Tag ;

Suz ; eh my bdae also coming soon hoh hahaha. Must celebrate also !
hj ; i tink not much lah,maybe got.. but not much =\ lol.
a ; >_> type something new can? lol.
Kirsch ; woot u're cute lol , this is not play sword haha , its cosplay. Shall explain to u next time lol. And do tag more ! =DD
Karl ; yeah is her , no doubt abt that ;)

Alrite , Nites ;)

2006-07-31T01:14:00.000+08:00

Pictures !

U2 Shirt =D

Lol , daidai.

ninja hahahaha.

Guess who isit?!

Kakashi look-alike! Hurhur ^^

Desmond and me hahahaha. Our clothes dun match the weapons we held Top 1st ; alby and me . Top 2nd , Desmond teh gay and me .

Shinigami ?!

Desmond , the warrior =x

2006-07-30T01:44:00.000+08:00

Okay , skipped Kickboxing today o.O , i arent supposed to skip with Alan. Cause one of us gotta be there to take those equipments out.. as we are the commitee members , so fast i broke rules already lol.

BUT .... i cannot neglect my frens also.. so well , i need time management. Im a busy man , for now =x Somemore i have a event for today

Went for Cosplay workshop , seriously.. i dun tink is worth $10 lah.. and is like so frigging dark , as u know.. my vision sucks booo.

Played Darts at Cine E2max , yep is fun =x . More peeps joined after that ! Walked ard and bought a U2 shirt. Woot , pics comin up soon.

Somehow i dun tink anyone reads my blog lol. Tags are getting lesser and lesser. zzz.

alrite , no mood already , pics tml or nx time. NICE PICS I ASSURE ! =p

Ciao.

2006-07-27T22:09:00.000+08:00

Okay , finally every major project kinda done ! Except Programming.

Creative project kinda erm.. =

BUT BUT... THANKS DAIDAI , JERENE , TISA and those who give me ideas ! lol.

Specially to Dai , u saved my ass ! I own u a meal ! =D

Hmm tml's friday , have nt been sleeping much this week , gonna sleep early today i assume. I HOPE i can sleep early.

Next week on , i no need to attend a total of 3 modules anymore ! Cause they are FINALLY OVER! I just fear for my creative module.

Teacher told us abt how serious isit when u fail 1 module and need to retake , u wont have a fixed class anymore ! U travel alone , eat alone. Man.. that totally sucks !

Hmmm , was told that i got potential for marketing. HAHAHAHAHA. Such pity that SBM dun want me , they are the one who lose out =X Seriously.. i really do see myself in such a career next time and not engineering.. which i need to face electronics and devices everyday z_z . I prefer to communicate and mix ard with HUMAN.

Yeah guess that's all , exam coming soon , boring life gonna end after my exam ! Hell yeah , is 1 mth and 3 weeks of break !

Ciao.

2006-07-25T22:38:00.000+08:00

AHHH

I bet she wont see this lah , she must be thinking im those S.O.B who had eyes on every girls. =( .

Kudos to my friends for making sound and making weird noise infront of her. Booo.

Yep that's u , Alicia.

hahahahahaha i know im dumb to say all this lah , probably i will get FLAMED on my taggie or the following days to come , but this few days i think through the Kajiao-ing been way too much yea. We two are complete strangers. So yep.. here goes my main idea this post. No hard feelings yeah. If u happen to see this.. i sincerly wish to make fren wif ya ;)

Tml's C# and Creativy test. zzz

Thurs is Creativy project prototype deadline.

Oh ya.. i found out.. i gt speech problem !!!!!!! Serious serious speech prob zzz. I have problem speaking in english. Stutter. zz.

And i hurt my head ytd during kickboxing , no sparring , but gt 'wrestling' match. Played Slamming match. So tink that's how my head gt injured.

Got to run ..

ciao.

2006-07-23T15:15:00.000+08:00

Okay long time since i updated.

Next week schdeule is gonna be hetic -- >

Monday - enginnering drawing labtest plus handing up PCB design board
Wed - Programming labtest + handing up of prgramming project

thrus - handing up of creativy project

Woot =(

Alrite draw ur attention back to....

Friday . My mum's bdae on sunday , but we celebrate on friday. Went out to Punggol that coffeeshop and eat. Ate "zhi cha" arent sure wad isit called in english term though =\ The last time i ate was like... hmm.. before i graduate from p6 ! >_>

Pics..

The finished products

I dint lie , we were at punggol =p

hahahahahaha. Candid ? posed ?

lol .

Yep.. went home and...

Yep. Today's 23rd july , Happy Birthday Mummie !

Also... Happy birthday to Kirsch and han keat ! Woo hoo , im sure u all wont know this.

Sat - went for Kickboxing. I am inside the Kickboxing committee. ^^ . Logistic? o.O lol. Abit shocked . But is good lah , better then those dark dark memories of cca at secondary sch zzz.

Alrite , sparring again lol. Woo hoo ! Okay lah , fought with the senior's senior. Wth? He fight like so serious. -.- We white belt , he also nv " release water " . Hmm , so when its my turn , i tink coach knows i am those "given space and distance , i can kill u " that kind. Coach said " pressure him , dun give him space " The at 1st QUITE relaxed him , seems to sudden go on a rampage -.- Okay so i was quite shocked.. being the inexperience me... HUMAN BASIC SURVIVAL come into place... hahahahaha.

I curl myself up -.- . Normally i would have like shift back and such. Okay so he use throws against me too . On 1 occasion , when he throw me , i do throw him down.. he landed on me . Poof -.- The 2nd time i fight wif him.. he slammed me on e floor , i nv crunch my abs and breathe out , so i sorta chocked. zzzzz. So yep , i went to rest.

Fought with coach , quite fun , he let us practise. ^^ . Fought with Alan also hahahaha. Fight with him , i dare to use those things which i nv used before. Not sure why , maybe is he's my fren or wad. That's was the confidence booster i need ya !

I needa improve my speed !

Wanted to take pics , but well.. i shall try that next time ! Maybe take Vids also hahaha =x

Pictures say a thousand words.

Ending off here , Byee ! =DD

2006-07-18T22:29:00.000+08:00

Ytd was kickboxing session again !

Sadness , i still sucks at it. =( Fight against same belt ranking peeps , cant whack face or wad.

Those seniors were asking " who u give ur 'virginity' to? " lol. Funny. 'Virginity' in here will means our 1st match. So i arent 'virgin' XD

I fought with 3 peeps yesterday. Fought with two non-'virgin' and 1 virgin hahahahaha. I know it sounds gay to say this. Hmmm..

When i fought the 2nd one who had no match exp , he keep whack my ribs =\ . Dunno isit he's 1st time , cause if he fight like this , his head's gonna get whacked alot of times. Practically , i was just like watching his head when he whack my chest area. Wondering how many times i can whack his head lol. GUARDING OF HEAD IS IMPT !

I still sucks at sparring , make some notes for myself already , will seek to improve !

Yeah hmm , Creativity project this week , I HAVEN DO YET , wee . But im genius lah , shld be able to get past it ! =DDD

Things i shld work on :

----> C# programming ; Chao isnt a saint lol. He cant teach shits.

----> Engineering Drawing ; I sucks at drawing 3D diagram , well u know those DnT sec 2 need draw that 1? Wad Front View , Side View , Top View crap? Man.. it sucks. I failed my DnT cause of this shit.

Tml lesson start at 1pm. WOO HOO.

Cause Chao went to china. Alot of craps to say , but since blog is kinda public , shall not crap XD

Okay ending off , tml gt C# quiz , 100mcq. Wtf.

Ciao , TAG MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE !!!!!!!!

2006-07-16T22:01:00.000+08:00

I fought.

yep i fought. In kickboxing. First time i fought serious. Saturday i saw body guard , i went like " oh so we are gonna spar for fun again?" Never i expect we will fight against seniors. Was terrifed. Long time since i fight someone =\ . Fought 3 times. First time was sad , the punches keep coming to my faces.

Lucky it arent painful. Just gt that " ouch i gt hit " that feel. Some punches come too fast that i dint know im gonna get hit. Sian we all juniors dunno how to guard our face well.

One senior told me , i nv use the styles taught to me =\ . Sad , it arent the 1st time i nv use style when i fight. I will do better !!! After 3 months of "okok" , it become serious. Im gonna be serious during training.

Tml sch's again zzz. Sian 1/2 , but tml gonna fight again i assume. My hand gt 1 big bruise. Hope i can do better , and take in those advices said to me.

Had a nice time with Aik kim , Dai and Desmond. Nice chats.

Got to go study abit already , till next time..

Hope i come back 1 piece after match =x

Ciao.

2006-07-13T00:27:00.000+08:00

Okay is thrus , time for Personal Development Presentation.

Damn lol , just pray hard that i wont screw it up.

List of Projects :

PD - Done
Creativity - undone
Programming - undone
PCB Board Design - undone.

Creativity and programming by week 15 , is like 2 weeks from now. I haven even touched on it , omg ! Kinda sad =

Now's 12.26AM , ytd was Yueqi bdae ! Weee , my very gd online pal's bdae ! lol. Know her since sec 2 , Happy birthday to ya ! =D

My birthday coming soon , hehh hehh. =D

Got to run , hope i see * again tml AHAHAHAHAHAHAH. Okay im crapping .

Ciao ;)

2006-07-11T01:17:00.000+08:00

Just to do some simple updates here..

Last Friday - Fan WeiQi Campus concert ! I attendted !

Saturday - Kickboxing first ever non competitive sparring , nth much happen , but wore e boxing gloves and body guard for e very 1st time heh ^^ Follow by Bball ! Weee , i made abit of improvement ! Am proud of myself ! =DDDDDD

Sunday - went for Cosfest V !! BEST BEST ! Went last year , it still rocks this year , had great fun wif my peeps , love them ;) We made friend with a girl whose cosplay-ing . Desmond , dai and me .. WE ARE TEH MAN !!! =D

Today - zzz , tired day , Italy won e world cup wtf , i wanted france to win , zidane shld get like glorious send off by fans by winning the world cup , but he get send off by e refree for head butting.. wtf? Went Kickboxing also.. was fun , enjoyed weeee !

Saw * again today on e bus , 3rd time?

So deep the print of man , crossed path?

Ciao ;)

2006-07-04T23:56:00.000+08:00

Dint sleep much ytd , think less then 5 hours. Sigh..

Life's in sch is fun cause there's me making a fool outta myself in class to make the class lively =X WOO HOO lol. 5 stars for my BHBness. =D

I score an B+ for my engineering math , Horray ! =D But sadly i think i gonna flunk physics big time zzz . I could have scored well , but careless.. 1 mistake at the START of the qn.. u get all wrong --; So unfair can?

I dun wanna meet new friends in that way =x Im sure my class peeps understand wad i am talking lol.

Tml's lesson at TEN AM. YAY. =D

One book to bring only.. Computer programming. Screw that =x Actually is fun.. but well the teacher ARENT GOOD !=D He cant teach lol , he practically said out every single words in the notes , well i can ask school to pay me and i teach also , i think i can teach better =p

Ending off , tml early dismiss too ! Yayness ^^

Ciao ;)

Home's messy zzz . And i do need ... sighs.

2006-07-03T23:03:00.000+08:00

everything is my fault.

2006-07-02T23:29:00.000+08:00

3days of consecutive bball is abit tiring but fun lol. =D

Enjoy today's most ! ^^

Sian , sch is starting tml. Am gonna be so tired and such lah boo =(
The Ch U showing " PS : i love u " jus now , a touching movie , plus point is.. cause there's qiu ze. Woo hoooo.

Qiu ze FOOOOOOOOOOO . lol . Hard gay-ness. =p Hard gay's so funny hahahaha. ^^

Nth much to write down already , gonna sleep more sigh. SLEEP MORE , LESS COMP , MORE BREAK = a better person XD

Gd nites ;)

2006-07-01T03:04:00.000+08:00

Change of blogskin woo ! lol.

EXAM's OVER !!! But 1 thing is.. im sure i arent doing well =\ boo. Exam was easy but it wasnt smooth for me , find it difficult to attempt despite the easy qns. IF only i study and slack less. Sigh . Well is over.. and is time for...

CELEBRATION !

Man nx week is gonna be slacking week lol , can go back and bluff teacher also .. " HEY ! u claim it was easy.." lol. =x

Went for bball today , i sucks lol. I dun dare attack much cause im scare e ball will be stolen away zzz. Psycological barrier , must overcome it to be godly =x Went back , exercisie again lol. Do weight lifting , skipping rope ( trying to grow tall =x ) .

Argentina VS Germany match was nice ! But sian , Argentina went out on Penalty kick. =(

Am very exhausted after days of sleeping so less. z_z

Shall end off here , where to go tml? im bored =(

Ciao.

2006-06-28T01:43:00.000+08:00

Im about to be sick damn. Woke up 1 and a half hour later , im suppose to study Logic gates cause i haven even touch at all wtf. End up just browsing through.. was feeling feverish all along.

Took Cab to NYP today =X this's like my erm.. 3rd or 4th time taking it cause was about to be late for exam damn lol. I think i always do alot things --; the part of bathing and styling my hair takes the most time =x

Erm exam was ALRITE .. was feeling uncomfortable all along. Hope can do well >_> Hmmm den headed home and sleep . So tired can? Been days since i slept for 8 hours.

Bah bah bah.. Brazil won 3-0 . Ghana should have scored lah , they played magnificantly. Credits to them. Tml is BREAK DAY.. means...

SLEEPPPP !!

Woo , shall go and sleep already , nth much happen in my life lately lol. Kinda dull cause of e exam period and such =x After exam is study week again.. but for me.. Is CELEBRATION. Horray ! Life in poly = holiday everyday lol.

Last.. i find that im short and pettie --; wtf. I wan TALLER height , BIGGER ABS =x

Alrite.. gtg already , Ciao.

2006-06-26T23:41:00.000+08:00

Today was Common Test for Math. I go in.. no look of serious faces and wad lol. Like so relax =X

Thought poly exam will be much erm.. much more tension haha XD

Erm nt really breezed through the math lah.. but still okok bah.. pray i can do well ! =D Hmm after sch was fun =pp Went to eat and.. hmm lol.

Alot commotion. =p Lalala haha

Tml is another exam , logic gates zzz. Wed rest.. thrus final test already , physics lol. Damn it =x i bet alot ppl wont score well lol. Cause is HARD.

Jus wanna have peace in my family bah. =(

Ciao. Wish me gd luck k =p

fate? Is that the beat?